Oh my lovely little Roxi, Why must you be so foxy. So cute, all small and blue, You are god's way of saying "I love you."
Here I Am Again Yo, I'm back again, my friend. Lent, a had I needed, what? Speeded? The ball is in my court, I thank you, you were a good sport. What an awesome first meeting, but our time together will be depleting. Watch, wait, don't stalk, stay sraight. Help, I can't breathe, my life is in reprieve. I need this cycle broken, please, no more decieve. Everything is unspoken, all the links, broken. Help me now, I should ask, I don't know how, this... this is all just a task. Why do we wake up, stay strong, make up? Maybe it won't be long, I'm tired, I don't want to stay up.... Life is starting to grey up, I see my family, inspired. Pack up, lay up. I will do my best, I won't lose, I will not rest, giving up.... i refuse. -does2
see this mask as a barrier of sorts, scraped off until white shows, unveiling the face, one would say, underneath, and feel the bliss as you blow... to speak is a chore, sleepiness grows, your senses are fully ignored. throw me a catch, present a fresh batch, so logical thought can be torn.
Where do I go? I'm indecisivie. I'm afraid to care, afraid to breathe the air. My pain, I can't describe it. Things are not fair. "This stuff, you gotta try it, it gives you a blank stare." Supress and bottle, I cant deny it. I need a square. Jump with startle, in my soud there is a tear. Get on my own and find something to be a part of, I wouldn't dare. Forks in every path. Born in lies, deciet is my bath. I have many to quote. Everything true, and it is wrote. Give me some answers, give me a mentor. Shed a spotlight for this dancer, God is love... I am the center. This is the end, the bender, I cannot forgive... I will forgive. Helpless, spent, I am rendered, time to go, time to split..... time to go. -does
Dear Friends, Well guys', you have treated my friend Joe and I well tonight. The best and firt 'ball I have ever had. You provided a lot of entertainment for free, I mean, klonopin, xanax, coke, morphine, chronic...... You made it a party tonight. Well, I just wanted to say thanks, you guys brought a good time for my friend and I, pretty chill. Peace does2
"don't shy away from me," she beckons my crutch, "you know that you need me," control runs on luck, "i'm waiting right here," i find the urge growing, "i'm so close. i'm so near," "okay... just this once, dear." but this end stretches longer, it's all up to me, i'm not naive, and i know I'm not free. do not call it rough, that's a lie, you'll get by, there is never too much of not enough. POETRY WARZ
Dear Morphine, You've caused me to fall asleep while smoking and light my room on fire, miss 90% of my bills and debt payments, spend my paycheck in one single transaction, cause most of my friends to hate me, rendered me homeless on numerous ocasions, and robbed me of my soul. But it's ok, I forgive you. P.S. please stop the hypnagogic hallucinations and auditory distortion when Im trying to sleep.
This is it! You ride my cottails and sometimes get ahead. Sometimes I fail, sometimes you rip me to a shred. I'm pale, mentally, I need to be fed. Do I belong in jail? What do I need to say? "I'm a race car, in the red." That isn't safe, neither am I, neither is this tale, closer....one day. Live in dread, instead, deny and continue the tread. The answer is always zero, hello an hero.
I take a hit...snort a line Walk outside I look at all people around me Yet on the inside i'm alone Trying to comprehend The world around me All i see is blurs All i hear is noise I wander around Trying to make sense of what is happening I'm coming down The blurs start to turn to familiar shapes The noise starts to turn to words As i look around I see happyness...smiles But inside i feel alone...sad So i take another hit...blow another line... Start the cycle all over That is my happyness That is where i feel accepted... Alone inside of me
Thank you. We try, especially while we're high. We might be close to this term "die", but in our minds we are sly. Immediate, and we weclome, combative. We possess these traits. Fuck the rates and pestilence, we are all full of acceptance. All or welcome, and with open arms. "Hello, how are you?" We tell 'em, and we're always calm. -does2 PS: We are one, we are love.
O oxy.... Why do you decieve me like you do? It's not I who wants you... But me YOU always pursue You trick me into searching for you My mind you make so confused My bank account you overwithdrew So i can buy presents for you Thinking about this makes me want to puke Your side effects are so untrue because whats not listed is all the the many lives you screw
the epitome of all desire, am i really behind the wheel? when i steer into detours, when i slam on the breaks, is this not all for pleasure and feel? i call it control when i'm dry, yet take every measure to ensure a safe buy, if i had a constant supply, what would stop me besides the fact that i'd die? I made myself sound like a total junkie there... it was just for dramatic effect
I am stealimg your first line, it is epic The Teat The epitome of desire, the smoldering ember. The burning fire, it will last forever. Is this diease, ties... should I severe? She loves me, she needs me, am I the only that beleives me? She hugs me, she feeds me, will she ever release me? It's her ulterior motive, do I provide sustenance? It seems we are closest, I will defend you, minus pestilince. This is probably detrimental, but your "love", at times, is exceptional. Baby, I can't quit you, ever moment is bliss, with you. =does
I split you open And pour out your young Drop you in a barren of glass Now you're violently flung You've turn to dust It's time for a bath Now just to filter And I'll be really trashed Down you go Inside of me You taste so bad It's plain to see Now I wait For you to make your journey Travel into my head There will be no more yearning There you are You've come so far I feels so warm You have quieted the storm It's time for me to lay my head You've put me to bed Oh, magical tea You'll never know what you do to me
Yep, yep, we at it again, we're all together! We all the best of friend, it will last forever! Oh.....me.....send..... light as a feather.... imminent surrender. Oh yeah, I was gonna.... wait. Then there was.... tingle... tingle.. buzz. BANG! THUNDER! Awake, float, faint.... warmth... itchiness... fuzz. Oh Shi-