On The Edge Of Chat

na I haven't, but I'll definitely check it out it omar is in it.

 

Thanks Eggs.. Ive been way to patient. Her coming and going like a tramp is on my last nerve.. Drunken sow. Dramaqueeen when shes not drinking and screaming for attention.. Costing me more financially than being replaced.

 

Bout time.. Today, is the first day, of the rest of your life!

 

power has been out here for the past 15 minutes. luckily my modem has a battery backup and my laptop is charged.

 

All the family are here and now there is talk of food ! Looks like the "Ten lock Flight " Quite near ( Five mins walk along the canal ) and they do a nice Caesar Salad ! Otherwise its Parkgate but we did that last week ???
I am having a strawberry and lime Rekorderlig while they debate it

 

storms missed me so far today

just a very light rain starting

sure saw a good one yesterday though

 

just heard of a site called younow

what a sign of the times...just a bunch young wannabes broadcasting themselves trying to be famous instead of staying in school trying to get a decent job and contributing to society

i doubt there will be any money left when im old enough for old age pension

 

the GF loved dinner, told her buy what you want, you deserve it. Japanese sushi.

several couples at the same type of table all sitting across from each other. Before dinner arrived we are talking and I get up and sit down next to her.

she liked that, no man done that to her.

can't help it, we walking in there and im scanning every man there. So me sitting next to her, if you look at her you'll realize you looking at me. Get me in your head before her punk bitch.

 

I got shit on from a Paul Joseph Watson videos and others being demonetized. I said maybe get a real job. and got boooed..

 

I've heard of younow. I thought it was an alternative to youtube.

 

nutcase says shes going to go to rehab. Im like does it have beer, if not you probably wont be going..

 

Thing is, they say exactly what they think you want to hear, they don't realise, when they have just pushed that last button..

 

i get this shit from the bitch all the time "you scare me".. really, **** does nothing but sit on her ass, phone glued to her ear, drinking, puffing cigarettes sounding like darth vader. thats so attractive.

 

from what i saw of it it looks more like cam4....with clothes on

 

fyi, wanna trip balls in dreams. take a visteral after eating a banana peanut butter bacon sammich. .. dang that shit was super real. not only did it feel real. I can remember almost everything just about.. its almost scary and addictive because ive done it a couple times over the last few nights. character interaction was mind blowing. places and things real feel.

 

nytol gives me messed up dreams

same with codeine

 

Nothing gives me messed up dreams quite like a natural fever. 10mins feels like hours and my dreams are so intense and awesome. I have not had a fever dream for years like a full blown fever but I remember my last fever dream like yesterday and I was always sad it never had a proper ending.

It was the most bloodiest goriest Viking battles and it was just me and my Norse Guru, Eystein versus many and we marched on out nobody else.

4 marching feet walked the blood soaked ground. Not a scratch not a fucken scratch but you knew if one of 'em got us the other would cut our name into' em cut our name right into 'em.

I would always wake but would always fall back into it. Wake sweating and shivering. I was going through glandular fever at the time.

On the last dream we found a cabin in the woods and on a large stump of a tree that had been cut I remember sitting and I forget what I asked Ey but I woke up and that was that. That night to me felt like weeks. The dreams themselves exhausting and I remember waking up and thinking wowser. That was epic!

There was a time I would have dreams every night, not often positive dreams, they were messed up. And almost never about me. I dream of others. Male, female, old, young whatever. It's like my body shift into someone else's but I don't control them I just see and feel what they're doing. Many times they were horrible people doing horrible things to others.. Unspeakable in a lot of accounts I would wake just.. Ugh.. Really? Why do I dream this stuff..

I placed a dream catcher in my room several years ago now and coincidence or not, I don't dream much any more. If I do they're hardly nightmare types. I miss dreaming.

 

the benny-drill shit would be weird, but it never had any glue to it. it was kinda random dots and shit.. where the visteral is the same kinda anti-itch drug but wow are the dreams in the matrix for me at least.. I only had a few, I can probably get more them from the doctor easy, just say Im itchy from the sun like before.. well, actually I have a lot since I checked, there some 24 left, .. maybe Ill hold off or while so it dont fad aways.

 

last night around now I announced it was Friday night....no one said a thing...not even glen.....I was a day early

 

See I've gotten so nice, I'm making public note of it. lol

I noticed, and wondered if there is some funky time thing happening in Canada...and then I decided you were testing us.