opiate lounge

You need to take more, haha. Oxy brings me feelings of love and empathy as well as increasing my desire for love and empathy.

When im really high i feel the same way, all i want is someone to cuddle with and touch. Someone with pin prick pupils who understands the true beauty of the world.

Oxy excentuates all emotions, good or bad. sometimes i find myself just as lonely as i am content.

I was reading misery by stephen king last night while on oxy. that book tickles some nasty desires of mine. The main character is kidnapped, force-fed opiates, and forced to submit to the whims of a sadistic yet loving nurse.

I would give anything to be in that situation.

 

I said Id get another pic..

 

Interesting novel! I read it a couple years back.

Ahh the pinprick pupils, how I adore them. I wish I had more but that was all I had, now today I'm sober. ugh. No oxy and no general feeling of well-being.

 

Has anyone ever read "Desperation" by Stephen King?
Quite good. Quite dark.

 

Having more is not necesarily better, in the long run.

Eyes are so much more beautiful with pin prick pupils, it allows the colour to really shine through. i sometimes get lost in a mirror looking at my own beautiful green eyes while high on oc.

Since you've read the novel...do you wanna play the part of the nurse? i would gladly be your captive anyday.....

 

Haha. Great book.

Though The Regulators by Bachman is much better,

 

You have green eyes? Those are my favorite...

And I would, so long as I didn't come across as desperate and crazy as in the novel. haha

 

haha, you wouldent, im about to take 50mg oxy and write some more of my novel, i just need someone to make sure i stay on task.

My eyes are to die for, maybe you'll get to see them one day.

well im off for the night, take care!

 

It would be my pleasure to hover over you as you type, bringing you a sandwich and tea, and then breathing down your neck to add extra tension. haha

btw I want a pic of those eyes, mister!

 

I was in sort of a situation like that. No, the nurse didn't chop off my feet...but it wasn't pleasant. It was back in '01 while I was in the hospital for back surgery. I was in the worst pain of my life, and was at the mercy of a nurse who looked like a cross between Bea Arthur and a wolverine. She knew I was in a lot of pain, and she knew that she was in control of those blessed pills of mercy. And she didn't like me. She was always finding excuses to check my catheter line. Now those catheters hurt, so my willy was shrunken down to about one inch. She (it seemed) found some sick amusement in this. And due to the morphine and demerol my bowels were plugged up, so she was always threatening to give me an enema. Oh, Jesus help me! The threats worked, by literally scaring the shit out of me. Anyway, when I was I was released, I spent the next 2 weeks recuperating at my dad's house, where all I did was watch TV, read and hurt. And the first book I read was "Misery".

 

Thats hot, so fuckin hot, you should have just let her give you an enema. thats actually so awesome, now im all hot and bothered. Pm me the name of the hospital and nurse....

just imagining that sends a chill down my spine, the chill that breath upon skin induces. Now im even more hot and bothered.

 

What was it about Bea Arthur and a wolverine that you missed? I was in so much pain that I couldn't even turn on to my side in bed. I've never felt so vulnerable in my entire life. This she-beast couldn't excite a man who's been on hard lockdown for 30 years. Definately not the type of gal you'd want sticking a hose up your ass. And even if she were a hot young thing, the embarrassment would have killed me. But, since you asked, it's Sarah Bush Lincoln Hospital in Charleston, IL. The bi.. I mean nurse's name is Sadista Satanovich. Just walk into the main lobby and follow the smell of sulphur.

 

haha, all women are beautiful in one way or another, if you didnt find her attractive, you weren't trying hard enough. the vulnerability, embarrassment and humiliation just make it all that much better. If that was really her name it would be quite appropriate.

akin to trash being treasure, one man's hell could be another man's heaven.

 

If that's your thing, who am I to criticize? But who knows? Maybe if you're ever in an accident on a cold, snowy road, you'll find your own Annie Wilkes.

 

that makes me smile, there just something about insanity that i find so damn attractive.

i've been telling myself today is the last day for almost a week, hopefully yesterday will really be the last day...

 

Hehe glad to be of service, my dear. Don't tempt me, or I will lick the stream of sweat dripping down your neck...

Is that so? come hither...

EDIT: I'm high right now and need some company!

 

Damn, Trichome, I lost my Kathy Bates pic. Also the caption underneath. Sounds like a management call.

 

hmm, im tempted to tempt you...

I would be there in a second if i could... theres nothing better than nodding and cuddling.

 

Teleport here so you can cuddle and nod with me!

 

You cant even imagine how badly i want to, theres nothing better. If you wanna come here you can stay rent free with plenty of oc...