The first one's the hardest. No pun intended. As my comfort grows my guilt will fade away. Glad its worked out for you and has brought you much joy.
Just yesterday I stopped at a c-store for gas and needed to use the bathroom. I walk in to see this guy sitting on the toilet playing with himself. This bathroom has a urinal, toilet, and sink with no dividers as it's intended for one at a time use but he failed to lock the door. He immediately stops but I told him he could finish...I just need to pee quick. As I'm using the urinal I glance back and he's stroking himself so he obviously didn't mind me being there. I zip up and begin to wash my hands and said "Wouldn't a blowjob feel better?"...He said he wasn't gay and never had a guy suck him. I reached over and locked the door and said "It's not gay if you're not the one sucking"...and chuckled. His member is raging hard now, about 7" sliding through his fingers. He stood up and says "OK, let's see how good you are". I drop to me knees and take his cock into my mouth as he grabs the back of my head. I hear him moan as I'm slurping on the head of his cock and then he forced his cock all the way in and begins fucking my mouth. I reach around and grab his ass cheeks pulling him in with each thrust. His balls are slapping against the under side of my chin as his moans are louder just before saying..."Damn, here I cum". I take his cock balls deep as he unloads his cum down my throat. His legs are quivering as I'm milking his cock dry being sure not to leave any cum wasted. He pulls out and says "Damn dude, that was awesome" while pulling his pants up. We leave the bathroom and go about our way...I may use that c-store bathroom more often now.