Hahaha, yeah, that's me as well. And ditto for being alone . . . I mean, I get the overwhelming urge to whip out my cellphone and suddenly get ALL MY FRIENDS TOGETHER RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE AND LETS HAVE SUCH A GOOD TIME GUYS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WANNA ORDER SUSHI OK ILL MAKE SOME WICKED DRINKS AWW HUGGLEZ~ but i can control that (somewhat lol) and direct that energy towards physical activity, walking. On the comedown especially though I pretty much hate being with anyone else. I need alone, sensitive time, to digest the fact that i've just gone through two hours of having all my feelings magnified by a ginormous factor. Oh interestingly enough I had my first bad trip, ever. and it was mdma of all things. i took something like 100-150mg and went to the mall. the walk to the mall was fantastic as always, and i decided impromptu to just go in and warm up and see how i feel about malls and strangers and capitalism and all that jazz while on mdma. well, no sir, i didn't like it. everyone was in a hurry, made me feel i had to be in a hurry, i couldn't stroll around lazily smiling goofy and pie-eyed, so i got really paranoid and sketched and stressed really quickly. the same strength that floods you with euphoria and happiness, was the same strength that flooded me with "GET OUT NOW". i saw it right away for what it was, a panic attack, so i just walked out and continued my walk, and was fine as soon as i exited back into nature. seriously though i don't think i'm the kind of person who can take E at a rave and stuff. my idea for a perfect molly night is to take a hot shower at the peak (no words to describe) and then listen to loud happy music while naked in bed. i really like animal collective - my girls, the mood is perfect for this stuff. i've also found out that the midweek crash is proportional to the high. so the crash from 300mg is 3x worse and 3x longer than the crash from 100mg. that's also fun to navigate through, like driving your flesh-mobile through a thick fog of bad vibes. feels good when you come out of it though, then you feel ready to roll again . and yes children are amazing. i know i would be a great dad so i enjoy the hell out of them especially when tripping.
Next time you take some, you should listen to Black Moth, Dan Deacon, or Brazillian Girls, if you like Animal Collective. Id suggest Nursery Cryme by Genesis, but you already know about that, Im sure
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Sounds like your getting meth bombs. If you get some molly or really clean pills you shouldn't feel like that. Also, to many people abuse mdma and they don't give their body enough time to rebuild their serotonin. I roll maybe once every 3 months or so and I don't go to raves thank you very much. I prefer to do it in the comfort of my own home with people I love and trust. It's a much better experience that way.
I would bad trip to if I went to the mall blowin' up. Not the place to be with your eyes rolling in the back of your head and sweating. You are just asking to get fucking caught.
Trust me lol, I know the difference. I've smoked plenty of crystal, blown lines of powder, and taken every kind of pharm known to man. thank you very much.
Exactly. Although what I was getting at, is that the majority of times I've taken next to pure Molly, I've taken way too much at once, and it just overwhelmed me to the point of not being able to stand up without feeling sick. Meth has never made me sick to my stomach, or gave me trails, the visuals from amphetamines are like playing with brightness on your television and it makes you dizzy, but taking too much Molly is like taking too much mushrooms, you just get all kinds of stomach upset and static vision. I've had decent E pills that made me talkative and warm all night, but with Molly, I've always overdone it unitentionally
haha I never do that. I've only told someone I loved them once, and that was for a different reason anyways. Most of the time I just run around exclaiming "IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FEEL THIS GOOD!!"
I can taste the difference between meth and roll, which was a survival technique, because I hate meth more than anything in the world. Making with my girl in a hot tub and eating s'mores on roll is among the top 5 best nights of my life. I'm not very sexual on the stuff. Drugs are mother fucking delicious.
sex on X never seems to work out for me. specially in a hot tub. If you have ever had sex in a hot tub, you understand.
It's because it's both a CNS stimulant and a mild psychedelic. Less blood flow reaching extremities + rethinking reality = seperation from bad boy things But definitley, anyone who cant tell the difference between Methamphetamine and MDMA has only tried one or the other. There's just no way around it, a solid dose of E, while VERY similar to meth, has a very powerful and unique glow about it. Hard to put into words, because it's both mental and body load.
They are too similar to me. In the sense that both MDMA and Meth are drugs I could normally just plow through if I feel up to it. Id never get excited if I was handed either, like I would with mushrooms, LSD, or opiates. They are just a form of consciousness shifting to me, nothing amazing but definitley wouldnt turn down. The first few times I took molly, I was blown away. But after a few hundred times, I dont even know that I could ever feel the same from it. The same goes for opiates, no matter how long of a break I take, the feeling is 'nice' and I could easily fall back into addiction given the right (wrong) circumstances, but they will never again make me feel the same. They only serve to dull pain and fill a void of personality here and there. Psychedelics and alcohol are the only two drugs that never lose the magic for me, in fact, they just keep getting better and stronger
Stoned sex is up in the air for me. But so is being stoned. LSD sex, AFTER the peak, is manageable, but pre peak and mid peak, pppfffffff yea right. I can barely even remember my name, and if I am in reality in the slightest, my body shakes all over like Im out in the snow. Magic mushrooms? Impossible. To ancient, too much demons pukeing and shitting into each others orifices, too many eyes bubbling out of the woodwork and saying OM
hehe yeah. i would do x again, but there's a reason i haven't done it in so long. it lost its magic. mushies never really do. acid does if i do it too frequently. meth, coke... fuck that shit. i used to love uppers, but now i rarely even drink coffee. opiates..... mmmmm and i can't even explain how sick of weed i am
yeah. even kissing on mushrooms seems absurd. we had a 4some coming up on acid once. we really just all stopped mid orgy, put on spectrum glasses and went to the other room where everyone else was tripping balls.
