Thanks. It's not that I don't like my life though... just my ideal day is beyond reach so I don't think of things I can't have or do.
The perfect day for me would be meeting a lovely girl, and just spending a day with her on a lovely sunny day at some forest, just talking, maybe sharing a bottle of wine... and walking around... seeing what happens. Perfection does not take too much.
It would be to spend the hottest day of the year building a house out of any shit I could find in a place where nobody knows where the fuck I am,and to spend the evening drinking cider in it listening to Zappa,knowing there's a clear stream to lie in,next morning
What I was trying to point out is if you think you can't then you proberly will not ever have one. What we THINK we create in life. I wasn't trying to give you a hard time.
well in my perfect day i wouldn't be alone hopefully. but a walk along a beautiful beach by myself is always nice.
Shopping... with a credit card with no limit... That someone else was paying. Yea, that would be pretty wonderful. (I'm not materialistic at all.. nooo....)