Please answer ASAP, I'm a little nervous.

Also, not sure if this has anything to do with anything, but I haven't been able to smoke a full cigarette unless I'm full and they started tasting different to me today, thought that was just weird even if it doesn't have anything to do with any of this.

 

Ew, that has everything to do with everything. Cigarettes = death.
You are now experiencing the first symptoms.

You also got to eat right!
These habits will lead to disaster!

 

.....Oh god.....

 

I know cigarettes aren't good for me, I've been working on quitting. I'm the type of person to be able to quit cold turkey, but I bought stuff for roll your owns so I don't wanna waste it and I feel like I'd be less bitchy if I quit gradually. Lol. I've went from smoking about seven to ten cigarettes a day to two or three before I started feeling crappy. If I'm not pregnant, I should be done when I run out. If I'm pregnant, I'll have one more cigarette and be done. Lol.

 

What's the "oh God" for, RooRshack? Lol.

 

how you have money for cigarettes but not food

 

Last time I got money, about two months ago, I spent twenty dollars to get the stuffs I need for roll your owns. I had spent the majority of my money of food and things I need, but I was also made to promise to spend a little of my money on something that would be nice for me and not just things I needed. So I spent the twenty on cigarettes and I think I put in five on a dime bag with my boyfriend. Lol.

 

Maybe the 19 year old's twice divorced boyfriend, who already has kids, could just lay down a bit more.....

Given that she's basically a kid, in his care..... pregnant and smoking, underweight and malnourished, and generally off trying to be all growed up and making decisions that will condemn her to poverty for life. So since he's knocked her up, I assume he can put up.

You could live like this now, or you could live worse for the rest of your life, and never rest easy or have enough or be prepared for anything that happens or be stress free or quite make anything work out. Or you could get out of the loser situation you're in now.

Getting out means either adoption (which you can set up right now, so that it's a done deal), or abortion.

Otherwise, you will have a shit life, and your child(ren) will have a shit life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xsp8DmgtjHY"]The Offspring - Way Down The Line - YouTube

 

First off, he's only twenty-three and been divorced once. His girlfriend when he was sixteen did the dumbass "pregnancy clique" thing with her friends and so later they got married and decided to have a girl. In their six years together, she cheated on him like thirteen times, including once with her cousin that resulted in a pregnancy. She's had like five kids right in a row and they've only been divorced a year. Ewww. Anyway...for once this guy is not a douche. He's a very respectful guy. He's responsible, too. Takes very good care of his two children. He even owns a business with his brothers and father. I could go on and on about how great he is.
You know nothing about myself, him, or our situation, so if you're going to judge and make assumptions, please do so else where. As I have said, I am not and do not claim to be the most mature person, but I am very mature for my age. It's not just me that says so. I've experienced a lot in my short nineteen years that has forced me two grow up a little more quickly than I would have liked. If I'm pregnant, we will do just fine with raising the child. And I will be sure to teach it the things your mother obviously did not teach you.

 

"I'm mature for my age"

Always means so much.

Everything you just said supports everything I said and thought. Except his age, I was guessing like 27. But meh, doesn't change a whole lot.

Everybody thinks they can handle what they're doing, and that they do okay in life........ fucking obviously.

And I didn't think that you'd ACTUALLY think about what I said, other than long enough to blow it off, maybe after a quarter of a second thinking about all the people who are WORSE than you, or whatever.

I have a kid. I've been there, and I'm still doing that, and will be for a long time. I'm very lucky about how just about every part of my life has worked out around that, but it's still always teetering on disaster. I fucked up when I was exactly your age. You'd do well to shut your pie-hole and listen

 

Not really, but whatever you say. All you did was be rude, judge, and make assumptions. That may be the case, but I assure you we will be just fucking fantastic if I'm pregnant. You have irritated me, your input is not necessary. Especially since you can't provide it without being a jackass.
And you may have "been there done that", that doesn't mean we will handle it the same way. You can still make your life great, it just takes more work. Just because your life sucks doesn't mean mine is going to. Maybe if you were a nicer person you'd be happier.

 

The problem is that you assume constants, which are actually variables.

And if you can't see what or who those are, I can't help.

I have only gone on what you have presented. And that's that your life is, by most normal developed-country standards, a fucking disaster. Adding a child will not make it better. But it will make it dramatically harder to make things better.

 

I do not assume anything. It's not a disaster. I'm just broke. Other than not being able to afford enough of the right foods, I'm actually doing just fine right now. I don't even know if I am pregnant yet. Adding a child will make my life better. Maybe not at first, but eventually it will have made my life significantly better. I understand it would make things harder, but that doesn't mean I should take the easy way out and give it up. If I am pregnant, I will be able to provide anything my child needs and what I can't, I know where I can get help from. They will definitely not go without. Once again, I'll be just fine. This is not a thread discussing my life and person choices, it was to get input on why I have been feeling like crap lately. You have provided your input on that so thank you, but I'm done with you.

If anyone else has any ideas on what my body's deal is, please let me know. From now on if what you say isn't trying to help me start to figure this out, I will just ignore you.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaabgK2WVck"]2pac - Only God Can Judge Me Lyrics - YouTube

 

Ha-ha, yes! If I am preggers, my Tupac shirt is probably gonna be my new favorite shirt, it's way too big for me right now though. Lol.

 

Man, my Nana took my to lunch and the candy store today. The food helped me feel a little bit better, but the candy store was weird. Everything smelled stronger...kinda awesome though since it was all yummy smells. Lol.

 

This thought, coming from somebody in your situation, is so completely upside down and backwards and disconnected from reality that I'm speechless. I just can't read any more of this.

 

You obviously didn't understand what I meant by that so yes, please...don't read any more instead of asking for further explanation. Go fly a kite lady.
I'm not saying having a baby will solve my problem that I do have, but in the long run, having a child is one of the best things you can do with your life. Just because it can make things harder doesn't mean it can't have a positive impact as well. Some of you are so negative. And it's not like I want a fucking kid right now, I'm not one of those dumb bitches getting pregnant on purpose. I'm not even sure if I am pregnant yet. But I do know if I am, I will keep it and do just fine raising it. And when it's all grown up and I look back, I'll see how much better my life was because of them, even if there are struggles or things I have to give up. Sorry I choose to look at the positive things, maybe some of you should try it!

 

One of my best friends was getting ragged on because he had kids young, and his response was that we wakes up every morning knowing that he's got 2 beautiful daughters that make his life worth living.

 

Thug Life!