Just keep swimming. Maybe one day you will find my tiny, floating island of craziness, and we can live happily ever after. On a serious note, being lost at sea is kinda cool. It's so big with so much to explore. Peace, A.
Sometimes, In my darkest moments, A glimmer, a good day, Becomes so much more. As it grows, Before my eyes, I grab my prize, Never to letting go. Falling deeply, Into this enormous hole, Only I can see, I decide I shall never leave. I've come to love the unknown. I've grown to need this change. Could I ever utter? They wouldn't understand. It isn't an easy matter, To those who haven't lived it; To those who haven't obtained Ultimate bliss. The unfelt kiss. Comort, Perfection, Love, Harmony, Peace, And hope Make up this entity That has swallowed my life. I'm close to that ultimate bliss. No one will stop me. Soon, I will feel the kiss.
"My delirium" (warning: "bad" words, and I was trippin a bit while writing) Fucking delirium, But its all I ever wanted. Hold me close, But I'm busting out. It's like those times, Walking down the empty street. It's dark, warm, not there. This town's fucking facade, Has got me leaving for good. Your masks, Your traps, And your goddamn manipulations. My delirium, It's what I need. And I invite you. My fucking escape. Yearning. I see you at the end. You're still balled up inside. This loopy strand of yarn. I'll just pull forever, I'll find that center. We'll float away. From this fake physical world, Full of the unknowables.
Untitled The floor creaks as I walk. It was the sound of loneliness, you know. Each day that doom approached, I felt it in my hollow bones. The friend-creatures don't realize, One cannot survive under these conditions. But then life shook, And these dainty hands, Were'nt quite prepared, For this seemingly eternal storm. It consumes me. Blinking lights remind me, Just where I am. But I know it's not transparent. I'm grateful, As this whipping craze, Has saved me.
Paradigm of Perfection This being of unpredictable pathways Of love, perfect destruction, and creation, Sets within me. I would transcend the infinite universe, For a taste, a feel, Of my ultimate. The souls surrounding this harmony of my being, Have withered down. Those who don’t recognize his exactness, Don’t deserve what I have devoted myself to. I remember how to feel again… What was life without emotion? They say nobody is perfect. No being can live up to such heavenly standards. These fools, These lonely bodies, Have obviously never met my paradigm of perfection.
Someone to Kiss~ Lonely for lips, Lonely for arms, Desperately needing, A hand to hold. I am settled. The curtains have been hung, The boxes unpacked. Friends are made, With great delight. But on the surface I’m cold, No one to hold. Don’t you miss it? The little things. The overlooked. A simple kiss, Fingers through the hair. Innocent desire And close embrace. Someone to be close to, Is often all we need.
ah. someone to kiss because that is EXACTLY how im feeling atm. its like you invaded my mind and stole my thoughts. and i remember you because it reminds me of myself.
