Prophecy

Asmo, you know you're on my ignore list. Would you KINDLY please stop playing in my threads? I make an effort to steer clear of the few around here I clash with. I'd appreciate it if you people do the same. It's in the interest of civility.

Thanks.

 

I don't get it.

He abused you as a child or something?

 

I'm sorry, I won't do that. If I read it and have an opinion ready why not share it. Because you think I am always looking to clash with you or because I am already on your ignore list? No way. This is a public forum. But I promise I would not bother you in your own private subforum if you had one. I do not consider msyelf to be uncivil by the way, or aim to be considered uncivil by you. That I am on your ignore list is your choice and if you have problem with those people on it posting in your threads then that it is your selfmade problem.

 

Besides, that you are ignoring my on topic reactions and questions (for whatever reason, I dunno) only gives me the feeling they were really good questions

 

Who is the poetry publisher out of this encampment? HUH, i think it be Asmo. I write metaphysical poetry for the concept of deciding suffering judged, perhaps eventually atoned with. I should write something about the atonement for how WE cheat. IS a nation a physical being OR was the noble savage a physical being?

 

lol It's a very long and complicated story. I'm going to answer your question and then continue on with my thoughts.

Mark and I are telepaths (to say the least). We've been connected for ever. We always will be. There's a spiritual phenomenon called Twin Souls, sometimes called Twin Flames. He calls me Jesus and I call him lucifer. It's weird, I know.

Is he abusive? Absolutely yes.

Me and Mark do not get along. Our story is a painful and complicated one.

satan is a HUGE part of my life experience and is one of my specialties. People know what a specialist is, right? Every person has the capacity for a specialty, sometimes more than one specialty. satan is one of my specialties. I'm a Living Witness of satan in its genuine physical form. To answer your question, that (satan) is the "abuse". It has never been easy to live with, especially in a world of "non-believers". And even more difficult in a world of believers.

At this point, I will remind readers that we are in the Philosophy and Religion Forum. I can't imagine why a person with no interest, or ill interest, would hang out in this thread. I'm very open and very willing to discuss religious and spiritual matters, drawing from my own life's experiences (and meanings and purposes). Not somebody's cup of tea? Move along, thank you.

If some people don't want me to talk openly and freely, then pay my ticket and expenses to a NO FREE SPEECH country somewhere on planet Earth.

If some people don't want me to talk about satan, religion, spirituality, truth, and personal experience .. then shut down this space, which is made available to me (and others) .. or start a poll to vote and ban me out of here. But don't fucking plague, pester, stalk or harass me. Thanks.

I suppose these things I'm open to discussing are for a very limited, special few persons of like-mindedness. I'm not timid when it comes to talking about these sort of things. If others are, then go find another thread. There are over 7 million posts here and I'm certain people can find something else more to their liking.

I ask disinterested people to please kindly go somewhere else. I ask those with personal dislike of me to please add me to your ignore list and don't participate in any threads that I start. And, please leave me alone. Thanks.

 

...still not getting it.

I'm just a simple guy, I'm afraid. No idea what you're on about with telepaths and psychics and satan and stuff.

I won't question it. This world is greater than my comprehension.

So... good luck overcoming whatever it is that plagues you.

 

People on my ignore list and U-Haul trucks. Thanks, I need the luck.

 

It is not unusual to see the archetypes within ourselves. Nothing you got that I don't got. That you have special interest there is no doubt. If you are not a specialist among specialists then you are just special. What is satans specialty? My specialty is independent contracting although we always choose with a guide. My guide is ease of being and that guide happens to coincide with my will so it is doubly potent. Do you think your struggle is necessary for anything other than the perpetuation of it? Our relationships are not between you and he or you and me but between yes and no.

 

Ordinarily in these discussions I recognize that many people have opinions I think are far out, but realize that it's all part of free speech and the exchange of ideas. I'm sure lots of people think the same of my views. I don't believe in Satan as an actual person, as opposed to a metaphor for evil, but I recognize that lots of people do--some otherwise rational and walking the streets. In your case, however, I'm bothered by the fact that you've identified an actual person whom you believe to be the incarnation of Satan and think, on the basis of what appear to be extremely loose associations, has ruined your life. You also indicate that it might be appropriate to try to harm this person. I'm sure this will put me on your "Don't contact" list forever and ever, but this sure sounds to me like a paranoid delusion. If you act on it, you could be a danger to yourself or others. That's why I suggested professional help. Of course, another possibility is you're a troll having fun. That would be even sicker. But in either case, I hope you'll do a little reality testing and ask yourself what this is really all about.

 

I would only put you on ignore if you're outright abusive (as a few around here have been) or if the contention is too disruptive. Or just simple dislike. I've read many of your posts, I don't dislike you and I've never ever seen you be abusive.

If you comprehend what you read, in this thread, I'm not speaking opinions. I am sharing the details of my lived reality. My personal experience.

Reality testing? I live in a town with a Biblical name. That isn't a coincidence. I mention it now because that immediately answers your concept of "paranoid delusion" (as if I don't know my own life when it is you who does not know). As I have said, many times, it is a very long and complicated story. If you knew the whole story, you'd understand (sorta). There is a reason why I live where I do. I can look at it from very many perspectives but the most significant is this: it is my Destiny. It is not my opinion that it is my destiny, and I do not need, require or depend on any other person to validate or confirm what I know to be true. Isn't it shocking, a woman who has carried a "Jesus" identity her entire life, ends up living in a town whose name is Biblical and means "House where God lives"? haha, hilarious. Again, these are not opinions. They are the true facts of my life. Of course, I'm speaking minimally and so I don't expect anybody to straight away understand the things I'm discussing.

Christ knew satan. Anyone who claims to "believe" in Christ MUST accept the reality of satan's existence. Christ certainly did. And so do I but I do because of direct personal experience. I'm "crazy" in the way that I'm very willing to openly and freely talk about things that MOST people want to keep non-existent (hidden, buried or shamefully kept behind closed doors, out of sight and out of mind).

Lastly, yeah .. sometimes I get upset and I spout off my feelings in their word form and they fly off my fingertips or jump right out of my mouth. Would I really like to push my birth mother down an actual flight of stairs? Probably no, not REALLY. But it does indicate a strong frustration because .. hey .. I LIVED that. You're only reading about it. I had to LIVE it. But I openly share it with people for a LOT of reasons. There are reasons why. You want to know? I'm glad to tell ya. But if you're going to take what I say in order to wield it against me somehow, for whatever YOUR reasons .. shaking my head no. I don't think so.

 

What's the struggle? The three way with Mark in Connecticut certainly isn't going to happen hahaha.

 

I got ya!

 

I got the impression there was struggle when you said,

I think I had a relationship like that once. The thing that attracted me or gave weight to the bad acid trip quality of it was the uncanny accuracy of her psychically inclined statements or observations. She had a talent yes but sex and religion don't mix under those circumstances.and hormones make genuine sentiments hard to identify sometimes. Girl thought of herself as a sexual healer for god but all it really did was create discord and confusion in my life and the lives of others. She herself would call me at all hours of the night with some weird suspicion and I found myself harried and worn out trying to keep up with it.

 

haha. Yeah I don't look like that guy and he don't look like me. lol

 

That's intense. Psychic activity can be so difficult and complex. So many people in the world still insist that psychic activity isn't psychic activity .. that it's a mental illness .. or a coincidence (where "coincidence" is used to dismiss the whole thing). They say psychic ability isn't real and does not exist. WRONG.

I'm still blown away that a 20 year old phone call has manifest itself the way it has. I'm still processing it. I've got the constant reminder just across the street, that I get to walk by all the time. But it's something I want the people of the world to know about. Not exactly for my sake alone, but to further the "awakening" processes and consciousness shifts, and knowledge and understanding of SPIRIT. Part of the purpose of the "twin soul / twin flame" phenomenon is for us to be in service to Humanity. I do what I am able to do: I draw from my life experience, live as an open book, an example. I communicate, I tell and share my stories. It's meant for people to see by.

I don't know how anybody could deny or ignore what I'm showing, telling, in these examples. The second story gives more light to the first, I think.

I think the phone call itself was orchestrated. That's what I'm still processing, coming to terms with. There's a certain FAKE feeling sometimes, something feels a bit *ingenuine*. When I hung up that phone, I had a feeling I'd regret that phone call. That is the most significant aspect of the whole ordeal (for me). Some say our feelings is the primary language. I'm inclined to agree with that. That fact that I felt I'd regret it makes me look at that phone call and say, HMM. Who masterminded this? It feels to me like it was orchestrated.

I wish I had a science lab. Spirit science.

The power of the word: http://www.desiringgod.org/books/the-power-of-words-and-the-wonder-of-god

Obviously, what we say MATTERS. Literally. It materializes. But we are not always the one speaking, even though the words are coming out of our mouths or off our fingertips, as I certainly do know.

btw, I'm not promoting the book itself, but using those already written words on that webpage to communicate the point of the power of words. I'm using it as a lead-in to that focal point.

 

Loss of soul.

Ever hear how somebody "gains the world but loses their soul"? If so, then you're familiar with the idea or concept of a loss of one's soul. The experience I had means something very similar to me. Such a long, complicated story.

I recovered myself shortly before meeting Mark. I know recovery. For the first time in a very long time, I felt like me again. But I didn't just feel like me, I WAS me. I wasn't lost anymore, I was recovered. Found. I was finally me. It had been such a long time. It was a very short-lived recovery. <-- makes me angry.

Coming into contact with him was transformative. I'm not the same person today and the person I was is gone forever and will not be recovered again. I've been extremely angry about it (and I think my anger sure does show in this thread).

As for the prophecy, she said: grizzly bear, city street.

It was a city street.
He was the grizzly bear.

It didn't register by the picture of the grizzly bear that he had been using on his social media. But when he showed up that day wearing the hat and the word GRIZZ ...

BAM.

Then there's the fact of how Mark is. He's a bully and he's violent. He likes to harass, threaten, intimidate, dominate and control. That's part of the mauling.

My soul. Well, R.I.P. means rest in peace. Where I am, I am for the REST of my life, to REST. I'm never leaving here. If I wanted to pack my bags, return the key and leave .. my soul has no direction, no navigation. That is more explanation as to what "loss of soul" means.

 

How can one sleep at nights without a soul? The only prophesy I read of was tears and the gnashing of teeth. And then maybe the hoards run in, and give you a good working over. I wish.

 

I got a wicked sleep disorder. lol

What's the working over like? What happens?