Psychedelic Bump VI

@voyage: I LOVE methylone, especially in combination with 2ce; the two together have unimaginably wonderful synergy

 

Been thinkin about getting some more M1 even though the vendor kinda pissed me off last time. But they seemed to have gotten better. It's def on my list of restock's along with more MXE.

 

Hey guys, thank you for the positive posts. I know anyone of us can go off on a passionate slant, I'm not immune or above it either. I mentioned once about loosing it with a guy bragging about driving high, I think the reason the thread got pulled was because of how I went off.
I dunno, I tend to get pretty thoughtful and introspective, I hope my thought's didn't come across accusatory, that's truly not where I was coming from.

Thanks man, me too! Really, I was trying to convey my attempt to relate to Cosmo and his experience, even tho mine pales in comparison. I can't imagine losing the love of my life in the same incident. And while I got fucked up pretty bad, it wasn't as bad as his either. And not permanently fucked either, the worst of it is some hardware still in my wrist and occasional pain in my knee from having all the tendons torn which I opted to let heal instead of go under the knife. But it was also an explanation for why the one thing I rail on is driving under the influence.

Thats a very cool way to phrase it and I totally dig the idea of wanting someone to have an experience as awesome as one you've had. More than anyone, your posts have me interested in going more than the 30mgs Ive had, when the time feels right.

Thats the funniest thing I've heard in awhile. I didn't mean to say that I think that, though sometimes it "feels" that way. I try to listen to what people share here, without assuming.

Thank you for pointing that out, you're right. Lesson to learn, I've not had a negative vibe when reading a few posts on other stuff, but on L, and the subject matter, it did get very negative at the time. Looking back, it still does a little but not like it did.

Well, that there is just quality perspective! Thanks for that Writer. I think that's what I was saying I see as the value of this part of the forums, the different perspectives, opinions and experiences. I don't see the point of coming here to spout off, you guys wouldn't give a shit and in the end that's feeding selfcenteredness, I don't need that in my life. If I didn't see value in being exposed to your guys different experiences, there'd be no reason for me to be here.
For me, psyches are about opening up possibilities and seeing different connections, not searching for opinions exactly like mine.

Hmm, so, perhaps I need to work on my good humor ?

Cosmo, you have a way with words, and a way of barfing your insides all over the place that I admire and respect. I knew of your crash story from a previous thread. That's seriously heavy shit and I could never come close to knowing what that feels like.

Honestly, sometimes I'm not sure, I try to take it at face value. I also keep in mind the little of your story I know which reminds me that I am no one to judge. But I can say this, I don't think you're coming from a place of mean spiritedness or self rightousness at the expense of others.

There's another bit of Cosmo-Gold! That there is the shit I love about these threads, and maybe I'm guilty of forgetting that there are perspectives like that behind some of the posts, when it's not right there in the text. I think Cheese is in a place in life where he's questioning the place of altered states in his life, which I think is important and sometimes doesnt happen enough. A life not examined is not worth living, as the saying goes. I've never thought of you as not thoughtful of your life Cosmo. That goes for all the others that have been around frequently in the couple of months I have. I've learned a little bit from all of you.

Give that man a harumph.

PS @ Cosmo... I bet your M1 doses have been a bit higher. I don't post each time I've experimented but last thurs I tried 150 M1 with 10 2C-I, thinking they might enhance each other nicely. Still nothing special, but I did have lots of energy in the sack with a certain FWB. Playing around in bed a few hours and going twice aint too bad for nearly 50, (if we're gonna have a dick-wagging contest) :tongue:

 

Honestly, when I take M1, I typically stick within the 150-200mg range, from what I remember (it's been a few months since I last did any). That's also typically the dose range I'll use for Molly. I don't know how that dose range doesn't affect you or porkstock too significantly, but then that harks back to my point about individual physiology, a dose of any 2cx in the 45-60mg range is my sweet spot, but take any given entactogen, and my initial dose is about as low as what's just "meh" for you. Very, very interesting!
LOL, I think fucking on M1 would the shizz! Damn dood, score!

Chatting with you and a few others here makes me miss my home...I should be living in the Bay still, we could trip together at Ocean Beach and then walk around Golden Gate Park and maybe check out the Japanese Gardens, then walk along Haight and maybe get some killer Thai food... I bet we'd have a blast man

++++ for voyage!

 

Very valid points. I have to say between my first ever trip with E at 18, and the last at 30, weren't substantially different, anything I could think of being different I attribute to setting, rather than amount. With M1, I'm sure anything higher than the 175 range will just be more speedy, without much or any more 'warm and fuzzy'. That seems to be the consensous out there anyhow.
With the 2C's, I can see 20 more being different substantially, even without taking set and setting into account. That said, 18 to 30 wasn't noticably different. But as I've mentioned a few times, 150ug of L blew the doors off the hinges. Ya, we're def all different.
The M1 sex was goofing around, I don't see any value in it other than just having fun. It's not super awesome better with M1, just different and fun.

Maybe life well let us do that someday. Never can tell where the path will lead us. I'm seeing if I can get my work trip to Arkansas moved to July, I would have to pass through TX on the way there and back.

Edit: M1/2CE might be a whole nother ball game, though I'm sure it would have to be more than the 10mg of I that I tried. I didn't want a psychedelic time tho, the girl isn't too hip on drugs.

Edit the edit: Exchanging stories got me thinking Cosmo, you know we have a few things in common. Back in the day I dosed with some traditional things much like you have with the psyches. I could out smoke ANYONE I came across with ease for some years, no one I knew could come close to inhaling the amount of weed I could down in one sitting. And few could keep up with my alcohol consumption when I was on a roll. Even at all of 150lb. One night on the downside of a acid trip, we had 2 cases of malt liquor (I cringe at that stuff now) and some champaine, after one of those cases and a bottle of champaine to myself, my trip buddy was down for the count and I was fumbling about the pad on my own. I too quit that stuff, 20+ yrs I didn't have anything other than caffeine and nicotine. Those two are faves to this day still. I don't talk about that stuff much, I rather wish I hadn't found it necessary to consume like that, I don't regret it but it's nothing to brag about either. 19 year old's shouldn't be capable of downing a case of malt liquor and joint after joint after dosing L.
Which brings to mind another thing, that might be E-cheese's problem with alcohol. I saw he was talking about drinking a Budweiser. Dude, I hope not too many of your fellow countrymen read that, Bud is truly a reason to be ashamed to be a yank. Try moderating with some fine euro ales... it might make all the difference

 

I dunno what that picture is man.

I get a bit of stick for drinkin bud, but I don't mind cause I fucking love it. It's the only lager I can drink to be honest, the only one I actually enjoi. Also I Really enjoi the new less carbonated version too Budweiser '66'.

Fine euro ales.. I don't really enjoi ale, except for occasionally. Ale I always find makes me very lethargic and down or something. Though I sometimes love a bit of Theakstons Best Bitter:


I say ales make me like that, in the same way that vodka very fucking rarely ends well.. I guess it's the contexts I'm drinking them in.

Booze is fantastic, I say fantastic cause I kinda feel like I've rediscovered it since when I used to take loads of mephedrone for days or weeks, all that year I gave up drinking and was of the opinion I was somehow making a much better decision than those I saw fighting and puking in alleys. Turns out we were both making bad decisions.

Now I'm glad that I can enjoi it again.

EDIT:

Voyage what did you mean by this I'm confused:

Hmm, so, perhaps I need to work on my good humor ?

 

I'm only like 10 pages late but I haven't had a lot of time to check this lately. Thanks for the info, and I suppose I just need to become more accustomed to dissociatives. I've only had one DXM trip so far, and the test run of the MXE. It could very well have been the doings of under-dosing but the main differences I noticed between DXM and MXE was the utter lack of motor coordination on MXE while maintaining an almost baseline mindset. Movement on MXE was equal to being extremely stumbling drunk, unlike DXM where movement is definitely strange, but it matches the mindset and is actually quite fun. It was weird to be stumbling around and dropping everything even though my mind felt only slightly altered.

I'm almost positive my so-so experience was the fault of under-dosing, but I was nervous as hell about this one for some reason. My lack of experience with insufflation and dissociatives in general I guess made me a little leery, I didn't want to knock myself out on the first go, haha. I need to get used to how hard and fast things hit you through insufflation. As soon as I snorted it, I got this huge stimulating but sedating rush. My heart was pounding, my head spun, it felt like it was rocketing to an unbearable level (of course I had the classic dread of "wtf did I just do to myself?!") but after a minute the the sensation smoothed out and I settled in to it. At least now I know to expect that intensity at first and that I won't instantly anesthetize myself into oblivion so I will start higher next time.

 

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Oh, aaaand happy Bicycle Day! Hopefully most of you are getting to celebrate. I, alas, will not, for I have only just hit the halfway point of my entire month without a day off. At the rate I'm going maybe I'll actually get to fit in a trip by June or July Ah well, I will wake up one day knowing it's the perfect day to finally put my last 5 tabs to good use.

Safe journeys all.

 

I meant, in regards to your observation on forums and posts, I took it to mean that things can get a little disjointed or misunderstood, and that maybe I should keep a better sense of humor in mind when I read certain discussions that get a little, lets say, passionate.

 

It's just a photo of a nice beer I enjoyed recently. I was just ribbing you about the Bud, more power to you if you enjoy it, that's all that counts. Personally, I highly dislike what Anheiser Busch and Miller/Coors has done to beer in general and don't care for Bud as a drink or a corporation. When I was saying ale, I meant it in a general, euro sense, not the literal. Beer culture is so much more quality aware over there than it is here, and for me personally, I'd much rather have a few full flavor, fine crafted, high % beers in the fridge than a lifetime's supply of free bud.
But then again, this is the wrong thread for alcohol... I was just exercising my usual poor sense of humor.

 

Just that things get way too intense. Can't remember who said it but someone recently about fighting on the internet being like masterbation, you're only fucking yourself

BAH Quit raggin on your sense of humour! It's fiiiine eace:

 

Bicyclesque Bumping for 30mg Miprocin.

Sad face for finding 38ishmg of miprocin where there should be 52.. BAD VENDOR!

Not nuff for two doses..
Dose it all..? Hmm..
We'll see.

 

Dose it all, miprocin is wonderful

SB, MXE is a really WEIRD one that causes all sorts of contradictory feelings. It's an odd sample of dissociatives, ketamine would have been the archetypal one. But MXE is still very euphoric, complex, and insanely deep. I recommend snorting ~50mg, waiting like 30-45 minutes, then lying down in the dark with surround sound headphones, shpongle, and just watching what's going on in your head, reflect on your life, etc. It's not really a "do stuff" trip, it's far too inebriating for that IMO.


Bumpidee bump bump for 1.5 shivas with my gf arty: See you all on the other side

 

Am gwarnee do all 35 or 38 whatever it is. Jeez so happy I didn't have to fiddle about weighing up 2 doses. Cya on the other side dude!

 

No celebrations for me today. But I am cool with that. I will vicariously trip through all of you today.

Anyhow, just stoppin in to say mornin. Bump for some oatmeal, I guess? lol

 

Ha! Oatmeal rocks. nom :3 Happy bicycle day and peaceful vibes too all you guys.

 

Meditation in the hot sun is trippy enough.

 

Bump for FINALLY receiving my order. It came in a USPS envelope with a letter that reads

lol So they obviously opened the envelope to reseal it, which means they saw the chems and the MSDS's. haha

Anyway, depicted below are my long-awaited bags of 500mg 4-AcO-DMT fumarate and 250mg 2ce HCl, which are lovingly packaged, btw The 2ce pic is blurry as shit though:

 

Their 4-aco-dmt is the best I have had so far even though the chem itself doesn't work right in my brain.