Psychedelic Bump VIII

lmao He has had to watched that video like 30 times now and still is cracking up over it....

Wow... just witnessed something I never wanna see again...

ANYWAY! What ever happened to people giving other people swirlies. The long lost art of giving swirlies.

 

Holy shitballs, a 1/2 1/8th shrooms and 150mg kitty tranqs plus a blunt, went with the cellulose papers instead... anyway. Mostly down by now, but that is an AWESOME combo, certainly one I'd like to experiment with at higher dosages.

TR still forthcoming on 58mg 2ce + 530mg methylone. It involved blacking out not just outside, but in a whole new town and environment in public in people's view, blanking out, then finally succumbing to just retreating into my own complete and totally realistic world I'd spun up in my mind. Something beyond hallucination but more lucid than a lucid dream, sometimes scary as fuck too. More to come (including getting arrested, falling on my head, sleeping under a tree for most of a week, and going to a hospital where a cool hippie doctor took care of me real good with the diazapam!)

 

Fuck yeah homeboy, can't catch me I'm the 2ceMan!

 

Sure am, have been since 14 years of age and I typically thank myself FOR it, but, I'll take your advice and consider until the next psychedelic freakout :mickey:

 

So, coming off my acid trip this evening I watched my lil bro shoot up a fucking roxi. I wanted to kick his ass so hard but really didn't know what to say or anything really having dealt with an opiate problem myself (getting pills through him and everything). I already knew his g/f was using the needle and I knew that he had tried it but it all came spilling out all over my living room that he is just as much of a junkie now as she is. They have been using the same needle over and over and over again and using fucking tap water and just a tip of a q-tip for a filter. I seriously almost lost my shit. I felt like I was going to be sick. I was just speechless. The way they went about it, just so nonchalantly... for fucking crying out loud!!! And he wonders why his kidney's hurt and he is running fevers for no reason. He knows how I feel about the whole thing because of what we both saw my sister go through and I knew he was ashamed of what he was doing... he wouldn't even look at me in the eye.

Since he is going to keep on doing it no matter how much I protest I am faced with buying him new needles so they don't have to share a fucking needle or use the same needle 1000 times. Also, I guess while I am at it i'll buy him some filter needles or wheel filters and at least a gallon of distilled water. He is so fucking irresponsible. I don't know what else to do but at least provide him with safe equipment and information on how to do it safely.

I am honestly at a loss right now. I just don't know what to do. As if I didn't have enough bullshit to deal with and me being me I feel responsible to do something and fix it. He is so stubborn though and won't go into rehab on his own. No matter how I try and talk to him and try to help him get clean his g/f is not interested in getting clean. She is a straight up junkie and is proud of it. The way she talks about her habit is shocking to me. She just doesn't give a shit and because of her attitude and how easily influenced my brother is I feel like this will be a losing battle. Fuck... FUCK!

 

GM...
I'm not one to butt in on something thats not my business, but since you posted it here, I'll just say this.

There is a difference between harm reduction and enabling. Of course you don't want to see something bad happen to your bro, but merely reducing the risk won't prevent that. Only delay it.
This is only my opinion, please don't take it negatively and do as your heart tells you. If it was me, I would tell my bro in no uncertain terms...

I love you and I don't want to see you hurt or worse. But I won't assist, won't help you, and won't allow that in my home. If you want help, I'm here for you. If you want to keep killing yourself you are going to have to do it somewhere else.

 

Thanks Voyage. I just had to tell someone about this and get it off my chest. I'm going to have to sit him down and have a serious talk with him. I've been dealing with his addiction for a while now (offering a place to ride out withdrawals and a place to chill away from it all (all his friends are bad off, everyone around here is. The majority of people in this city, young and old are all opiate addicts because Houston (script writer heaven) is just a skip and a hop away.)) but the whole needle usage has crossed the line completely and has me really fucked up right now.

My heart hurts... going to bed. Get to deal with caring for my gpaw tomorrow whom is now basically a rotting corpse with a heart beat. I have never witnessed such foul, disturbing, cruel, and nightmare inducing things before in my life.





Least this cheered me up a bit. Hehehe

 

I like your categorization and revision, this would probably be my working definition for psychedelic, if I were to define psychedelic by pharmacological action.

 

ahh, hopefully having a nice smoke sesh among good friends tonight.

have to work at 4, but nothing like a nice afternoon beer while sitting outside on my stoop! haha . . .it's a very nice day where i'm at :sunny:

 

:2thumbsup: This is one of the best things to do on acid! The news, and south park! I like SP because it's a short 20 minute cartoon commentary on some current issue with funny cute drawings and characters that remind us all of someone we know



Cosmo . . . . that's where you've been? Publically insane, sleeping under trees, in jail, and hospitalized . . . dudemeister lol. Do you ever worry about "the heat" lol . . . popo hate one thing more than anything and thats public drugginess . . . especially after deasters have their eye on you no doubt. . . man you could work side by side beside me for a decade and not know i have ever even smoked pot, unless i want you to know!



GM . . . your bro needs to grow up quick i don't know what else to say, he sounds determined to repeat the mistakes of others. i hope he smartens up

 

Woo for 105 heat index.