Psychedelic Bump XIV

yeah that's what i figured. it'll be my first psychedelic experience (other than mdma), so i'm alright with it being a bit weak.

 

Your acid breakthrough experience brought you to the same exact place we all go to when integrating back to reality. It is super scary shit. At age 17 I had those same revelations, which happen to mimic the teachings of The Tibetan Book of the Dead, The Tao Te Ching, &, the teachings of the core root elements of mathematics, physics (including theoretical), & Buddhism. I damn near stopped all drugs, even coffee & weed, that took nearly 20 yrs. to integrate into my life. And now that I have found god to be one, that all is god, that therefore we are all god & hence all one with all people, animals, rainbows & thunder & lightning, the earth, the moon, Jupiter, Titan, Saturn, the constellations such as Virgo... 'tis all god, 'tis all conmected, as we're all god, all one, as god is one.

Yeah, I even had an entire sleepless summer directly after, walked around mumbling & writing my thoughts thinking I had gone overboard & driven myself insane. That all came from simply one hit called "death", though I had easily eaten a whole sheet plus a few oz. shrooms since late that winter. I also tried a large amount of datura, was told I smoked a wet J, & sniffed a bit too much "peanut butter" & "champagne" crank.

But that was my last drug experience, for the most part--with the exception of my alcohplism during college--from 1994 until approx. 2009. So 15, not 20 yrs. All the same, LSD has the potential to temporarily explain the meaning of Life. That is frightening to be inundated with that much knowledge & mysticism, then jarringly being yanked back to this reality is rough but well worth it.

I always have used chess as an alegory to explain, that is to explain in the right crowd what I'd learned during that trip, but in general from just before Thanksgiving 1993 to May the next year.

 

"there's no respite or way out once you've popped that tiny scrap of blotter in your mouth." I know. Don't you just love that feeling. It's like a calm, okay, here we go kind of feeling.

 

Knowing myself, I know that that's likely exactly what's going to happen in my case. The stress lies in the anticipation. I know that once take the shrooms, it's gonna be kinda like ''ok, here we go, no turning back now''. And I know there's going to be a kind of peace that comes with that. It's done. You're in it, now whatever comes up will be dealt with.

 

For me, the ultimate trypt trip was that which I described the dosages of amt, foxy, 5-meo-dmt, & dmt. As far as insane, border-pushing, interdimensional rides, that did it for me with trypts.

2cc & 2cb IMed for phens.

 

Ahhh, something like that happened with me. Welcome home.

 

so because he didn't give you $2, it's his fault that you were mugged?

 

Apparently.

But either way, I know I've seen you describe crazy psychedelic binges, with so MANY you can't have gotten much from any one, other than fucked up. And public ones.

And I still think it's highly disrespectful to each other and to the "scene" that you may belong to, to be mentioning each other's jobs, and NAMES along with jobs? How about you do some editing?

Maybe it would have been nicer for him to baby you while you where on every drug under the sun (causing you to lose your money and become unable to help yourself) and I'm sure it's scary to be mugged while on every drug under the sun, but a possible solution would be to only take MOST of the drugs under the sun, on any given occasion, and remain able to look after yourself, instead of putting that on others.

 

somewhat back on topic...

i had no noticeable 'hangover' from the MDMA the next day. a bit of a headache but I think that was more due to lack of sleep than anything drug related. is this normal? i've read a lot about people saying they feel really depressed and shitty the next day, but I basically felt fine.

 

It's not uncommon, you're bound to run into a crash eventually though if you continue to use it but sometimes it produces an afterglow.

 

first 10 or so times i did MDMA i felt great after! then by the time i was on like my 50th dose it was very very draining :S i'd even be depressed for a week or so...

it will take it's toll in the end.

 

Anyone ever tried Hobo flipping? MDMA + Heroin + crack?

 

interesting. i'd say 'afterglow' describes it well.