Psychedelic Bump XVI

so spicey, you ate a half hit (estimated 50 ug), then a couple hours later you ate a whole hit which turned out to be crazy potent?

 

Ohh spicey.. i wish you well..

:grouphug:

meow.

 

It was more like 1/4 hit followed by a 1/2 after 2 hours. These had previously and consistently tested as weak, in the 40-50 mikes range PER 1/4 by 1/4 inch. Original intention had been for a super light LSD trip, break my mild headache, break me out my not-tripping-much-this-Winter slump.

 

All will be well. Very little price paid considering I was safe at home. Hope the fettucini alfredo was delish/a triumph.

 

I hope the remainder of your evening smooths out Spicey, wishin you well.

 

What can one say but . . . .

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNT1LVuh-ZU&feature=related"]blockhead - Cheer up you're not dead yet - YouTube

 

Sounds like good fun, spicey

If you meant to blame the cids quality, remember, that's not quite how this works......

 

interesting trippy glow... was filling a script for Hydroxyzine
I seen some flowers and seeds, picked up 5pc Morning Glory H-B brand Burpee.. so I took 50mg of the visteral and smashed the seeds. Ate them about 10, cause the walgreens was closing.. ^ yeah I got those at walgreens. lol.. 6.5grams , so my clock goes back in time every sat at 1am. now, cause its like 10:18pm again.

visuals are really good. I had no side effects, zero nausea. I think it was the visteral ., maybe stumbled on something here. Tv set giving off that twilight zone movie cartoon 1/2 real world shit. peripheral very melty.. a few times and still my cup looks like its looping into the ash tray, the cup is a good 10inch away.

looking into the other room, gives that creepy doorway bending feel. the rooming looks as if its getting deeper.

trails are thick even in the bright light. body feels melty with visuals slightly..

LSA activity 1-10/ I give it a 7..

 

Bump for my first real, fucking intense psychedelic experience. I got home tonight with my friend, and we just decided it was time to hit up that 20X. I put it in the bong, took the hit, held it in and laid back on the couch.

What. The. Fuck. Just. Happened to me?

I'll explain in detail later, but I just fell into a multiculoured hole and there was some people looking at me. I forgot I was a person, I forgot about this reality competely. I just didnt get it. I felt like this whole universe/life/reality was a game and that I had somehow failed because I was getting a glimpse of ''back home'' for a second. When I started coming back I just laughed and laughed and laughed all the way back to this reality. It was weird. It kinda felt like it was all a joke or a game. I can't believe what just happened to me. That was SO fucked. I'm still super fucked but at least I know where I am. I went somewhere else for a bit. I was defietly gone.

I cant even really gather my thoughts. That was just....... I have no words except ''what the fuck?!?!?!?''

I dunno. I'll talk later when Ive had a chance to give it some thought...

 

Wow you sure picked a super intense plant for your first one. I've only done 6x of Salvia and that was enough.

good for you though. Would like to hear more though...

 

Bump for 15mg MXE insufflated about 30min ago. Will do about 45mg sublingual in a few and then however much it takes afterwords to get me where I need to go

 

When I combined MXE with hydrocodone it was pretty meh. But with oxy it's pretty sweet.


Heheh Spicey trippin nuts. Maybe not funny, idk.

 

Alright so about 15mg of MXE insufflated about an hour ago, 60mg sublingual about 20 minutes ago and 10mg insufflated a few seconds ago. Gonna give it awhile and see where this takes me before doing more. Hopefully this will be enough for a hole, or near hole experience

 

dont do it. m holes suck.

 

wow....

 

I enjoyed it when I did it last time. I'm on the edge and having trouble going in Added about 10mg sublingual 20min ago and about another 10mg sublinual a few minutes ago. Lets see where this goes

 

forgot you took a drug. thought your life was a joke/game. "what the fuck?"

sounds like salvia for sure.

 

PRELUDE

OK. We all know I've been a bit of a sissy about psychedelics, that I've been putting it off for months, and that I've been dabbling with small doses and always feeling underwhelmed every time I try something new........And then there was Salvia.

About a month ago I had a really weird day where I woke up from a dream that I was smoking Salvia, and then all day people were talking to me about Salvia. It was everywhere I went. I kept hearing about it. I signed on here and GB was bumping it. I told everyone how weird that day was, and someone said ''she's coming'' or something like that. That weekend, I had a band come in to the studio, and on the second day, one of them brought me a small vile of 20x salvia and said ''we were talking about psychedelics last night, here is a gift''. Needless to say my mind was blown.

I didnt really want to try it, but the way it happened, I knew I needed to keep it and then maybe at one point the time would be right.

Skip to yesterday night. We go to the bar for a few beers and smoked a joint. I'm not drunk or anything, just slightly intoxicated. Everyone goes home, I invite them over, and only my trip buddy which I try everything with comes. While I was driving home I was just kinda like ''fuck it, I think I'm trying tonight.'' I remember reading that 1 - 20x is too much for a first timer, especially a psychedelic noob, and 2 - if youre gonna do it, just do 0.1g. I decide to weigh out the 0.1g just to see what it looks like. I put it in the bong, I look over at my friend and I say a bit nervously ''fuck it. Take care of me. I'm going in.'' He says hell take care of me and smiles in anticipation.'' I light the bong up, smoke that whole point, and just lay back on the couch, knowing that I only have a few seconds to get comfortable. I hold it in as long as I can, eyes closed. The last thing I remember was exhaling. BLASTOFF......

THE TRIP ITSELF

Welcome to the hands down weirdest, most unexplainable fucked up state of mind I've ever been in. I cant even call it a state of mind really. Basically, I felt like I was in a vortex, or some kind of rainbow colored pulsating tunnel. There was these weird multicolored squares flashing like the disco floors from back in the day. And everything looked like I was in a cartoon, but at the same time, computer generated, pixelated, fractalized.

I was NAILED to the couch. I know this is gonna sound weird, but it almost feels like it's because I had left my body. Like it was just dead weight. Now the weird thing is that I didn't understand what was going on anymore. I didnt know who I was, nor did I know what I meant. I didnt think about my body or that I was lying in my couch in my apartment or anything even remotely close to that. I guess I straight up forgot ''I'' existed for a few minutes.

I understand, and I was telling myself before hand that it's important to ''let go'' when you are in a situation like that, but that was impossible for me. I was so far gone, that I forgot about ''I'', but it's like there was a tiny small bit of mind left that felt like something wasn't right. I was too far in cartoon land to understand what was off but I had a bit of instinct fighting to tell me something wasn't normal.

Skip to the cartoon people.

Like I said, I was in this tunnel, lying on my back, but I was looking out into a different reality. I remember there were 2 or 3 ''beings'' just kinda looking into the worm hole at me. Unfortunately I don't remember what they look like. I dont know why but they remind me of cartoon characters from strawberry shortcake or something like that. They weren't judging or anything, it just kinda looked like they were keeping an eye on me. They felt like a ''parent'' and I felt like a ''child''. I think the weird child-like vibe to the whole thing came from the fact that everything looked like a cartoon from when I was just a kid... super weird.

Before the trip I told myself that if I were to encounter some beings, I wanted to ask them questions. I laugh at this now. I was way too astonished, confused, and far gone to understand what was going on. And I didnt remember I had a face to talk with. Maybe someone can confirm this with me, but I think I broke through last night. I'm sure I'm forgetting a bunch of stuff that happened. It was so fast and confusing and filled with everything that it's hard to piece together. One of the most unsettling things about all of this is that this ''place'', no matter how weird and unexplainable it was - felt familiar somehow. Like it was home or like I had been there before.

Then I started coming back. It was when I opened my eyes that I remembered who and where I was. At that point I just cracked up. I laughed, and laughed, and laughed, and laughed. I was trying to explain to my friend what just happened to me but I couldn't put two words together. I was just laughing my ass off. It honestly felt like the most genuine laugh that ever came out of me. Straight from the soul. It's like I felt like this whole reality here was just a big joke or a game. Or maybe I was just happy to be back. I don't know.

For the first few minutes that I was coming back I could see my friend but everything was distorted with these weird auras (???) or colored lines radiating slowly from everything. I remember someone telling me about 'salvia gravity'. I tried to stand up and grabbed my water bottle from the table. It was a weird feeling. The distances felt off. I had a hard time putting the bottle back on the table.

For the next 5-10 minutes I came down. My friend was too excited and took his hit as soon as I stopped laughing uncontrollably and starting making more sense. I was just saying ''dude. holy fuck! what the fuck!'' and still laughing. I told him to wait because I couldn't take care of him just yet but he went in anyways. Maybe I'll have to ask him to write up a report because I really want to hear about his more in detail. He said some weird jibberish. He was saying ''tche tche phene bwe'' to me, like if he wanted me to remind him so I wrote it down, and when he came back he said ''I've dreamt about this a thousand times, I have to be careful in the woods''. He also said he was chasing a small dinosaur through the woods. So weird.

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So yeah, that's it. I remember trying to ease in to psychedelics. Alot of you were telling me it would be a better to do a solid dose right away. My new opinion: whether you ease into it or not is irrelevant, because there is nothing in this world that could have prepared me for my first trip into hyperspace. I could have kept taking half grams of shrooms til' the cows came home, but there is nothing like this. My mind is still melted.

So yeah... the next few days will be spent digesting this whole ordeal. I'm feeling ok right now. Just kinda weirded out in an existential way. I don't know that I can accept that that was just a vision created by my brain. I feel like I got a glimpse of something last night. I dont know what the hell it was though.

:sunny:

I'm probably going to post this into the trip reports as well.

 

Hehe, yeah that sounds like a breakthrough dose.
It's pretty cool what your mind can do with the introduction of a simple miniscule molecule, isn't it?

Here's to hopefully many more trips for you to come in the future. :crowngrin:

I've never broken through on salvia, but lots of people seem to agree that the salvia breakthrough is pretty scary. Would you agree?

 

sounds like a salvia breakthrough to me. that stuff is in a class all it's own, so don't let its intensity steer you away from eating a real dose of mushrooms for example

i had my breakthrough with salvia over a year and a half ago, and it still weirds me out