Psychedelic Bump XVIII

hmm...from the little bit of reading i've done, i thought 25c was more visual than 25i.

what's the approximate duration of 25i? 25c?

 

Anyone tried allylescaline? I've found a single report of it outside of PiHKAL, though it was way over Shulgin's recommended doses. I think I'd like to experiment with it. Hopefully it isn't another 5-MeO-DALT type thing.

 

What do you mean by that?

 

That's what I read too. I started eating 25c blotters at 3, ate another at 4 the 25i at 5:30 and another at 6:45. I felt like I was starting to come down a little at 12 and ate the L. I didn't sleep till 7. Best visuals I've had in a long time.

I know there's a source for 25i/25c on one blotter too.

 

Bump for finally trying some changa that I've had lying around for a long time.
Pretty cool, still probably not a breakthrough, but I was listening to this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsO4aYNFc9U"]Steel Pulse - Door Of No Return (Official HD Music Video) - YouTube

As the body rushes started I saw everything go white around me and it felt as if I had appeared in this sort of empty space, but it was incredibly sunny there and the music sort of took on this other dimension. It almost felt like it was coming from under me and all around rather than from just straight ahead.

The peak brought this state where I could observe many different parts of myself from an out of body perspective, and I saw the "parts" of me that were interested in different things and how they interacted with each other. It was a very comforting trip.

 

A dud, or a relatively useless compound in comparison to others. And 5-MeO-DALT did nothing for me.

 

Just started reading TiHKAL. Great read.

 

Sorry guys, been busy and all. Thanks for the posts a few pages back. I've always held to believe that 2cp and DOC where the most visual phenethylamine. So thanks gb I'll def look into dpt some more, it's been awhile since I did drug research, I vaguely remember dpt more so then dipt, how is that one?
Raga you have me very interested in Kratom now lol I'm looking to buy some soon. Is it like a painkiller with a mj headspace lol sounds really cool haha writer I was looking at miprocin so I guess it's a given to try acodmt first huh lol.
god I hope i can get my own place this summer, one of the first things Im going to do is make some dmt, boil some san Pedro and start growing a plant or two hehe ;p

 

I've got two hits of 25c-nbome in my nose.

 

It sux so hard that MXE got banned in the UK. I haven't given the PcP analouge a go yet. I want my... I want my MXE! lol

 

It's not super-amazing although I do enjoy it. The headspace is not like weed, although it combines with weed very powerfully. On its own, the headspace reminds me more of alcohol.

Come-up is very buzzy/stimulant-feeling, peak and come-down are more sedated and intoxicated-feeling.

Certainly an interesting substance; considering how it synergizes with weed I could see it being a good mixer.

 

Any dependence issues from kratom? I might try it as a recreational thing if there is no setback

 

i think spicey cat said how she could see it being addictive like an opiate, maybe not as bad.

i think you should try DMT if you're gonna use that sig

 

In due time my friend, in due time.... My last class is this Wednesday, i might take the trip to a hiking trail during a bright summer morning. Maybe, not sure yet... Should i start at a low quantity to ease myself into the experience?

 

starting low is how i prefer to go.

i loaded 30 mg for my first try. and i laughed at myself for being so nervous to try it. i loaded ~40 mg more, but by that time i'm sure tolerance had set in.

i would do it inside. ~30 mg should be a good starting dose i think

 

go for a breakthrough right our the gates...

 

anyone know if there is a blotter art visualizer for windows?

if no.. Make one you computer savvy nerds.

 

like a slideshow of random pictures on a sheet? lolz

 

I am so thoroughly and royally fucked. My future posts may be in the opiates section.

I have two medications that are physically addictive. One my doc doesn't care what I do with (opiates), but the other she wants me to continue and eventually double the dose.

I checked out of the hospital against medical advice and am improving when they were prepping me for surgery (clear liquids then zero anything during my 3 day stay) and expecting me to crash within 24 to 48 more hours. So, why should I follow orders on drugs that will do not a god damned thing to ever improve my physical problem but do make me feel so much better. Manage my pain in a way it has not been for a long, long, long long time.

I have tried days on the drugs. I've never felt so good. I'm warm and relaxed all over. I am at peace. I sleep a lot. I am a non-responsive zombie and my husband said he's not used to seeing me that way.

I have tried days off the drugs. I am in pain and I am Queen Bitch of the Universe. It's coming out in anger that is irrational rage and winds up in tears or near catatonia.

As a Pacific Coast Yoda might say: Fucked am I or what?

No hope for any long term improvement. Just hope for stabilization and minimizing future surgeries.

It is not life threatening as long as I do not die of sepsis. I have no reason to believe I will not continue on like my aunt, to be over 100 years old. With this level of pain . . . . and more every year . . . . or a spiral down into ever more and more medical and perhaps street addiction.

So truly and royally fucked.

I've asked folks for anger management techniques advice and gotten everything from breathe to count to get a punching bag pronto. Umm, this is FAIL. The pain is not crippling - I'm not a curled embryo that exists in nothing, absolutely nothing but a limited world that consists of nothing but pain. That was 9 days ago. I'm much better. But compared to the chronic pain of bad teeth and arthritis - what a fucking joke. Those are nothing. Pain is a fucking continuum.

Anyway, bump for staying alive another 40-60 fucking years. And if there's any online anger management resources you can link me to please do.

I take one day at a time. Yesterday was good but I took my meds.

Today is a nightmare.

Have a great Friday and Happy Weekend. Sometimes knowing others are eating good things and tripping and succeeding are the ONLY things that keep me going or give me a bright moment in my adventurous days.

 

what are the two meds?

just try to use the meds only as prescribed. maybe you can keep from developing a habit that goes any further than that.