Psychedelic Bump XXI

Anybody going to Wakarusa this week?

 

Nope, but I wish I was. That's a quality lineup there.

 

Rambling about being stoned.. while stoned, I've noticed that I feel all of my regular anxieties, but now I am free to feel my anxieties. It's a sort of inner calmness that just watches everything that goes on. Securely insecure. It's awesome. But I often smoke too much and get too stoned for me to even enjoy myself. I really value sobriety at the right times. And I think being stoned is really quite different from psychedelic states. A lot can happen, but I never really remember it! Hmph.


Anyway, I hope to finally try 4-AcO-DMT this week. I know most of you would recommend 20mg+, but I think I'll try 18mg, fumarate. It's been over a year since I've indulged in LSD or shrooms, so this should be a bit of a waking up.

 

Found a connect for shrooms, thinking about giving them another try this summer.

 

Is your connect big and flat with lots of poo on it?

 

Na, I'm too terrified of somehow picking the wrong ones and getting sick. Its only like $30 for an eighth so I'd rather just pay for them.

 

this should probably go somewhere else, but, it totally blew holes in my brain and thought i'd share it with my psychedelic buddies
i suggest packing a nice bowl and then sit back and dig this...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xe-f4gokRBs"]Mystery of Prince Rupert's Drop at 130,000 fps - Smarter Every Day 86 - YouTube

Edit: ok. i'd better get the fuck up outta this chair while i still can lol.
damn youtube.
ok, so if you were dumb enough to listen to this stoner, then check this out, this dude is the shit !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMa9FdNM5io"]NATURE | What Females Want and Males Will Do | Spider | PBS - YouTube

 

Watched Cloud Atlas again last night, damn that movie has a lot of depth too it.
Noticed a lot I didn't catch first time.

One of the more humorous scenes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IS_7EvexZgA"]Cloud Atlas - Funny Cat Scene - YouTube

 

how can you hate okra?

Definitely should freeze it. I had an HCl batch that I separated 20mg from and didn't freeze it and it turned to brown/black goo in a month while the rest was perfectly preserved. Unfortunately I wasn't able to freeze the whole batch during the summer and it all went to waste.

On a separate note I moved into a new place and all is well but I don't have any internet connection for now. Kind of rough but it will encourage me to stay busy. I hadn't checked the forum in about a week but I'll be logging in on my phone.

 

Today in Bible study we discussed Matthew 5:48, "Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect."

Discussion centered around the impossibility of being perfect, working toward sanctification, and weird shit like "perfect" baseball games. I didn't talk much as I'm the only psychedelic person there, but really, haven't most of us here on this forum been perfect? Like on LSD when you feel like you've gone truly home and everything is perfect. And it's all perfect some other times too. I've been feeling perfect with my wife much of the time since a mescaline trip 12/12/12.

 

I sometimes feel a sense of connection with nature and people that feels perfect on psychedelics, however most of my revealing psychedelic trips have shown me how imperfect I am, with sometimes a harsh attack on my ego and shown me areas I can work on to develop myself.

Having played baseball, I am curious how perfect games tied into the discussion...

 

I threw a perfect game when I was in like 5th grade!

 

^ Damn, I had a few one hitters but never threw a perfect game or no hitter.

 

I guess at this point it's only fitting to mention Doc Ellis.

 

how do you know that it went to waste?

writer just ate 45 mg of sticky black 4acodmt and had a strong trip.

 

Throwing a no hitter under the influence of LSD in the Major leagues !?!?!

Truely one of the great artistic achievements inspired by LSD.

 

I bowled a perfect game in the 5grade. never repeated it. and bowled very often, still do sometimes. havent in at least 2yrs tho.. guess I really dont. not that easy when you cant walk to the lanes anymore. fucking economy fuck fucks... yes I drive. but I also like to trip balls techno bowling..

 

i bowled 4 games today. 2 with my mom, brother and his girlfriend. and 2 later with a friend of mine and his girlfriend.

i got a 152, 151, 169 (personal best i think) and a low 100 something

 

whats your ball weight?? do you own your ball?.,

I need a new ball. I feel like Ralph Kramden. i cant bowl with lane balls.

 

How Sweet It Is!!