Psychedelic Bump XXII

MDMA alone is really enjoyable, at least for me. Fucking sitting around playing guitar, reading Emily Dickinson, sitting in the quiet, listening to Grizzly Bear.

 

I got a half gram of the cleanest looking MDMA rocks and have been considering doing it alone due to the prego fiance. Are you able to relax and just enjoy the moment alone? I know that sounds dumb coming from someone whose done mdma but I've never done it alone at home.

 

I find it difficult to relax to some degree, I can enjoy parts of it alone such as listening to music but I usually crave connection on it at some points and will usually bury myself in blankets due to body temperature fluctuations the few times I've tried it . Maybe have the option to go for a scenic walk or something if you attempt to explore it alone, but I'd suggest to preserve it for when you can dose it at a show or with others, even with like one close friend dosing MDMA and chillin can be really good.

Sorry if that was directed primarily to SB but I believe that was his 2nd (first effective roll) and so I'm giving my perspective of solo roll after several times in a group before trying it alone.

 

thanks brother. I got some 5apdb on the way so I may reserve solo "roll" for that. I hear it has a lot more of a sedating effect which might be better for 'chillin' at the house.

 

last night was a fuckin doozy of a trip!


i feel like i might be suffering from some vasoconstriction in my right hand especially.

listening to live versions of some of my favorite built to spill songs was helping me slow down and almost stop time last night

i also spent a lot of time staring into the mirror and melting my face. moving my skin around as a separate layer on my body. it was crazy....

more later.

 

Right. I ended up feeling really restless and even bored after a while. I just needed some stimulation! Smoked and fell asleep. I'd do it again alone, but during the day, for a walk. I did get some fun cartoonish CEVs trying to fall asleep. I go still don't think I got the full effects, though I had eaten an hour before dosing and the quality of the MDMA might not be so great. There's no doubt it would have been different at a party. I'd like to try methylone and MDA as well.

 

That something sounds like somewhat of a sociopath.

 

:2thumbsup:

I experienced Pork's dreaded PEA headache this morning after coming down and getting into bed to sleep. Slight headache at first which was easy to fall asleep with, but when I woke up 5-6 hours later it had multiplied in magnitude ten fold. Seriously painful. I ended up having to take a mg of alprazolam that I had laying around which thankfully knocked me back out until the headache was gone.

As for the trip, I get the feeling that my 2c-b has degraded somewhat. Took 25mg and waited an hour and a half to see where it would get me and it was less than I wanted, so I snorted maybe 5-7 mg which kicked it up a bit but not too much. The end effect of that was quite strange, producing a sort of static level of intensity throughout the trip(still pretty low, but enjoyable) which lasted a good 8-9 hours. That's also strange for me because it usually lasts almost exactly 6 hours.

Anyway the laser show was sold out when we arrived, which was a bit of a disappointment but instead we went over to laser tag and played a few games. Something about playing games from your childhood while tripping is really novel, not to mention the obvious fun of running around in a colorfully lit arena having laser battles with your friends. I actually did a lot better than I usually do lol :mickey:

I know I keep saying that I'm gonna take a break, and I fully intend to, although I'll be taking some MDMA for a free Archnemesis show tonight and again for Mimosa on the 8th. After that I'll probably take it easy and get my head back on track to start school again.

 

Bump for 28mg 2C-E

 

Hell yes. Im dosing approx 35mg 2ce in a couple of days. Thinking of combining some MDMA with that as well.

Who here has dpt experience, i know Octopus had and a couple others. Im thinking of dosing some in a few weeks, not sure when yet, ive dosed between 150-200mg each of the times Ive dose, all nasal./

 

I've explored DPT, all my experiences have been VIA IM Injection ranging from 30 mgs (in combo) to ~ 95 mgs.

 

I have always loved your signature.

I have always been one to say its best to surrender to the trip, wherever t takes you. I haven't always done this, but this has always resulted in the most profound of experiences.

It was right I front of me my entire life. Life is a trip in an infinite amount of ways.mit is best to surrender and go wight the flow.

I feel a bolt in my perenium and up my spine when I truly do this.

It's in us all and wants to wake up.


About dpt:

I have a few experiences to speak of. I believe I took 100 mgs up the nose. One time, if really fucked my nose up. Another time, the powder was purple and my nose was fine. It is the only substance I have ever snorted.

Lie down, breathe, feel and be taken on a journey. I didn't encounter any entity or guiding force. But it was visually interesting, emotional and pysically enjoyable. I would like to try it again now. I would get more from it.

 

Trip report: Will update later....

Preface: I acquired 500mg of the whitest, cleanest looking MDMA crystals I've ever seen. I believe this is as pure as it gets. NO SMELL OF LICORICE WHATSOEVER! Which can be a good thing or a bad thing. But I knew in this case it was a great thing as real MDMA is colorless and odorless

Today I dosed myself with MDMA with a sitter: my fiancé. It was her encouragement for me to do the MDMA, otherwise, I would have waited to have dosed with her in a few months after the baby was born and able to be watched after by a relative.

Setting: Lake house.

We went out for a boat ride in an attempt to find a good place to anchor down and for me to SNORT a light dose of MDMA for a quick high. I know; snorting MDMA is frowned upon but I felt the shorter-lived more potent high was what would be preferred by both parties. We ultimately didn't find a place suitable to anchor so we decided to just head back to the lake house, tie the boat back up, and just float around the dock and listen to music. And dose.

I lined up 50 mg of what I believed to be 100% MDMA HCL or 84% MDMA (if your confused, google maximum purity of MDMA.) So I believe I snorted 42 mg of actual active components. Effects were barely noticeable. It was there, just not what I expected. After 15 min of waiting for it to intensify, I decided to dose some more. This time I lined up probably 80-90 mg of crystal and snorted. That hit the spot. After the burn, drip, and nausea subsided, I laid flat back, ears submerged, with arms and leg sprawled out in the water and floated with the sun gleaming down on me as the effects began to kick in. I started to notice a sense of complete relaxation and lack on anxiety. As I lifted up and opened my eyes. The world definitely looked like it was perfect, and it was. The music came to front once my ears were no longer submerged. I was listening to Outkast (Yes, I LOVE rap music when I'm rolling, really I love all music but Rap is especially good when rolling) After about 15-20 minutes of talking and floating and laughing and swimming, We decided to head back up to the house. When We made it up the RIDICULOUS climb to the house, We showered, I smoked a cigarette (backwards, I know) and began to feel the strong effects subside.

 

My trip yesterday was pretty strong and enjoyable. I love the introspection that comes witb 2c-e. It was also my first time tripping solely in nature and the visuals were super strong. I often thought about death throughout the evening which isn't that common when I trip but they weren't scary thoughts.

Very enjoyable! Although in the past I haven't had too bad of a body load with it but this time just made me feel like this stuff is too rough on the body. Those creepy shivers and tremors and stomach aches are too suspicious. Had some digestion issues at the end of the night.

 

was 28 mg your highest dose, or...what were your other doses of 2ce?

i get shivers and tremors on 4-aco-dmt, a little on miprocin, and LSD...so i'm not so worried about that when i'm on 2ce (or even 2cb). seems like all psychedelics can do that to me. but the gut ache from 2ce is something else... it's not the nausea at the beginning. it's "gut rot" at the end of the trip.

the tiny bit of 2ce i have left has pretty much become a collector's item. i did dose some in may 2012, but before that it was summer 2010. i think it will be a long time before i touch it again. i'm down to 90 mg of 2cb too. maybe i'll try to save it until i'm retired or something...

 

Ive not tripped in ages, so it feels.

 

i wonder what those "blue shivas" were supposed to be dosed. anyone else come across those back in 2010 or so? i think a couple of you did.

3 of them felt like a pretty decent sized dose. it wasn't my strongest trip..but it was strong. i also didn't spend much of it out in nature, where i think a trip kinda gets amplified for me (out in nature).

but still, i was staring in the mirror - focusing intently on one part of my face (usually my right eye)....and everything would melt around that eye. i remember saying that "i had the whole universe spinning around my eye." at another point, my two eyes, became several sets of eyes all over my face.

i realized that i could completely change the way i looked by the way i held my head. if i tipped it slightly up, my jaw was more dominant..tip it down and my face elongated. it was like a fun-house mirror!

i took my shirt off to look at my skin. i could see every vein in my torso. i could slide my skin and veins around on my muscles as a solid layer. i could see the skin and veins as one layer, and the layer of muscles underneath perfectly clearly. then i flexed my muscles in weird ways and observed different muscles individually.

i was busting up laughing many times during all this time in the mirror.


and like i mentioned before, it felt like i was stopping time in my room with the lights off and music playing.

we grilled right after i dosed, and later when i went to move the grill inside, i was singing very quietly to myself in the dark outside. watching as cars passed by. i was kinda trying to be creepy and i thought it was so fun. i felt somehow that i had "powers." i knew i didn't really, but i liked the idea.
watching fireflies at dusk was really cool too.


but towards the end of the trip, i really think i was getting some vasoconstriction. my right hand was feeling asleep. i got a bit worried, and tried to stretch it and stuff to no avail. then my left foot had it too. i tried to ignore it and tell myself i was just tripping, but this was on the comedown..wasn't tripping that hard. it actually persisted into the morning and the next day. i had only heard about vasoconstriction with lsd a little bit maybe...but when i search for it i get a few results. i don't really doubt this stuff was lsd, so i guess that's something to consider when taking a decent sized dose? i don't think i could ever do a ten strip..

 

I think the Ganeshas were 80-85ug according to a GC/MS analysis I had seen. typically they were touted 150-175ug in forums like these. surely they aren't that strong. They were only about 10ug stronger than the Cartoon Shivas and 2010 Hofmanns that were around at the same time.

also looks like my AL-LAD trip is still being delayed. I'm almost anticipating it enough to just go ahead and drop alone since my friends are so unreliable at making plans. Gotta admit I'm a little nervous after 400ug 25c-nbome gave me weeks of vasoconstriction. all the evidence seems to point to AL-LAD being safe but ya never know in this business.

 

yeah, that sounds about right. when i first tried the ganeshas back in 2010, i started with 1 and redosed with another an hour later, since one wasn't very strong. it also took 3 of the 2010 hoffmans for me to get a solid trip.


what exactly were your symptoms?

 

30mg is my highest dose with it.

I was curious which other chems cause the shakes. I only think I felt them a little with 4-aco and I can't remember getting them with 2c-i. Miprocin had such a smooth body load but moxy was probably the second most difficult. 2c-e's tremors are just so blatant and prevalent. Never tried any classic psychs. Curious if it ever happens with mushrooms. And yes, I got that indigestion at the end for the first time. Very messed up.