Psychedelic Bump XXII

I will start filling out surveys at maps.org and try to apply and try to become a psychedelic research subject.
They can Iv me some psilocybin!!! and poke at my brain! no problems..

 

so are they cotton balls or dryer lint?

 

are those the strips that I saw up here a few days ago? WOW unmarked?
Ehrlich tested? If I were you and If I had the opportunity to do it all at the same time, I would! Pop em all!!!

anyways.. Today I went to the danish drug district and It was party time!! All these band everywhere.. It was like some celebration... And it really sucked. I smoked a huuuuge spliff and even with my enhanced leaf dmt mind I could not find any good music there.

Tho the people were very nice! My dealer always smiles at me when I go to score dope!
Not those shady mofos who constantly look left and right and wipe their nose often...

 

i thought you weren't doing "dope" anymore dude.

nah they are not ehrlich tested. they passed the porkstock test though. i've eaten acid several times, and one of these felt like pure magic. they were absolutely tasteless.

one nice thing about the LSZ and AL-LAD going around, is i think they have the names printed on the sheet. so they shouldn't be passed off as WoW too often.

i don't think that i'll eat all nine at once...i've thought about possibly eating 5 or 6 though. if i do, it'll probably not be before next spring or so.

 

^^^ Wait, what is this "LSZ" and "AL-LAD" you speak of??? There's even more things being passed off ass acid now?? :willy_nilly:

Also, hi guys!! :sunny:

 

those are two RC lysergamides that have recently become available. they are more expensive than LSD though, so i don't think they are gonna be a big problem like the NBOMes are.

 

So a very unfortunate unexpected thing happened today. My mom doesn't live with me but she has been visiting to help renovate our house I'm living in to be able to sell it. When she was moving my furniture while I wasn't there, she opened my backpack and took out my stash box full of all my psychedelics excluding miprocin, moxy, and doc. I talked to her on the phone about it and she says motherly things like getting help, treating your body well, the dangers, etc.

Psychedelics are nothing I'm ashamed of so I wasn't freaking out that she found it. I would definitely like them back though. She said she'd hold onto it so we can talk about it. I gave her permission to throw out the 3-meo-pcp just cause pcp in the title will totally freak a mom out. I told her that the 3-meo-pcp and and the stuff I used to be taking regularly (mxe-which i no longer use) were like nothing else in the box (2c-e, 2c-i, 25i-NBOMe).

My mom is super christian but has known of some drug usage in my past. She despises the thought. I'm not sure if I should explain everything like the amount of research i put into it, what an experience does for you, and about her judging without even knowing, among other things. Or on the other hand I could try to pass off some alternative use for the powder rather than saying I use it as a drug.

It seems like my mom always finds out the alternative things me and my sister are in to. I understand her point of perspective, but this is my journey and I don't want to sit back and believe one thing. I want to constantly question reality and be as open-minded as possible. I know everything is going to be okay in the end and I am content be alive. It's a whole different game to her and all of it looks bad if its not what a normal christian would do.

 

that really sucks, pop. sorry. did she "only" find those five substances?
at least you still have miprocin



on a separate note, here's a pretty cool test for you guys to try out.
look at all the colors!
http://www.xrite.com/online-color-test-challenge

i got an 8

 

i lost 2c-i and 2c-e which hurt me the most. Also 3-meo-pcp (never explored more than some hardly successful small doses), 4-fa (haven't used in over a year), and two weak 25-i blotters.

I still have 5-meo-mipt, 4-ho-mipt, doc (used once 2 years ago), and etizolam.

 

how did you like DOC? i'm guessing not that much, but maybe it's just hard to schedule in such a long trip. what do you have, blotters of it? what's the dosage (that you took)?

 

Your score: 973
FM Hue Test Results

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Do you know this for a fact? Because medical science knows for a fact that with a psychedelic habit like yours, you've permanently altered receptor activity and global brain functioning. An MRI scan of your brain before your binge this year and after your binge would be quite dramatic.

I'm a walking talking pro-psychedelic story, but please don't think that psychedelics won't trick you, twist you, harm you, and kill you, if you abuse them.

You may not feel like you are wreaking your body and mind like with amphetamine and alcohol, because LSD and 2c-x and whatnot does not leave you with such a physically intrusive hangover. However they leave quite the footprint on your brain. It might not hurt, because your brain doesn't have pain receptors, but it's still going to affect your life in very real ways, for a long time to come.

You can look forward to more depression, anxiety, paranoia, difficulty concentrating, impulsive behavior, emotional instability, and memory problems, just to start.

Sorry but the only thing I hate worse than an ignorant person bashing drugs and lumping LSD in with heroin is a psychedelic user who thinks it's all lollipops and candy-land with no consequences and he's got an audience of purple shimmering elves to impress and living dose to dose of psychedelics is way different than living dose to dose of other psychoactive compounds :daisy:

Be real your body and mind did not evolved to take this kind of treatment at all, and it's going to cost you, today, or tomorrow.

 

@ Pop, hard to explain and probably not helpful to explain that you have this variety in large part because the best medicines (like LSD and mescaline) are illegal and these RCs are mostly legal and available. It's hard for people to understand that these substances are tools to help in the journey to a truer, better life.

 

so writer, how often do you think one can dose, let's say LSD, and not alter brain receptors and activity too much?

like once per month? less? i'm sure it's different for everyone.
and while once a month might work for now, i sure can't keep that up for a lifetime..

 

wasn't sure where to post this, since it isn't really psychedelic, but you guys seem to spend more time thinking about thinking, so it seems like the best fit.

do you find that sometimes you just get a burst of coherence and clarity... almost like your brain kicks into overdrive for a little bit? i notice it most when i'm involved in a really good conversation with someone, it's like i get this almost giddy feeling and my mind starts to connect ideas that i've never thought about before and i'll end up saying something profound (or at least, it seems profound) that blows me away. it also happens sometimes when i'm writing, i'll just get a burst where my pen/keyboard can barely keep up with my mind, and then 5 minutes later i'll be staring at the page unable to come up with anything.

kind of random, but i've been thinking about this a lot lately.

 

yes that has happened to me before during good conversation, eggsprog. it's a great feeling.

 

yeah I've been thinking about stuff like this a lot more lately and I'm honestly starting to get scared. My psychedelic use is honestly not very high (I do them less than once a month -- probably much less), but I'm still starting to get really scared for my brain.

I really hope I'm not fucked for life

I want to get some brain scans done, but I fear the results.

Now I have taken a lot of other drugs as well, like heroin and the like, but I honestly don't think that stuff like heroin can damage your mind, sanity and ability to think clearly and have life make sense as much as psychedelics can. Heroin can fuck you over way way harder in terms of its physical side-effects, its brutal addictiveness and what it does to your life (and it usually kills you to boot), but the way that each dose of psychedelics permanently alters your personality scares the bejeezus out of me.

I'd be fine with it and accept it as a natural drawback of the amazingly positive things tripping responsibly can do for your mind -- I mean there are simply some realms of thought that those who have not tripped out will never be able to access: there are some ideas that are worth tripping for. I'd be fine with it all if it was just acid and mushies and stuff like that, but having taken very new and untested drugs does scare me.

I've got to be more fucking safe. Whatever was in that shit I sniffed last week made me very very very worried

 

I got a 34

 

I do wanna get an MRI scan!! I'm planning it! If I can get one Ill post pictures
but fuckin expensive.. I found one place in Eastern Europe.. 250 EUR for a scan... maybe I get one for xmas...

BUMP for changa

Tho I have to add that its not gonna be a fair judgment on the psychedelics if I do have massive brain damage because actually im 100 percent sure I do have massive brain damage.
But not from these substances. I had amphetamine overdoses before. 3 times. I was deaf and blind twice from this maybe even had a stroke....and I used to drink a LOt of alcohol when I was in my mid teens..
Nuff said.......
I dont look the part tho.. I look like the average individual.
"up in smoke is where my trouble goes
in my lungs and sometimes up my nose"


I wish medical checkups for all!
Peace!

 

Like you say it depends how long the total habit is and also what you consider "too much" alteration. I think once a month is pretty good even for long term; 3-4 weeks is a good amount of time to let the brain reset to some degree. Once a month with some multi-month breaks thrown in there occasionally. Gen seems to dose basically daily, even when he's 'quit', and is showing obvious addiction behaviors, behaviors which recall people like cosmoknot to me very clearly. Same kind of happy-go-lucky denial in the face of a serious medical history of bodily and brain damage due to drug use. It's hard to watch for me. Am I the only one here? Does no one feel like he is Cosmoknot 2.0? I feel like I'm watching the evolution of the next "statistic" against the war on drugs and that really, really sucks, especially for him, not only because it will harm/kill him, but because he obviously loves the drugs so very much, but will ultimately be an instrument in making them harder to get for people. Big picture stuff too. gendorf, it's not about having a clean MRI scan, the MRI is just the picture of the important thing; the brain that is most of your being here on earth.

Eggsprog, I definitely get that. Especially when talking about something I'm passionate about or know a lot about. Sometimes the energy I feel when I've sort of "hit on something" in my head is so strong I feel like I'm physically vibrating and need to channel it into my words and thoughts. I do some one on one counseling and it's happened there before.