Psychedelic Bump XXXIV

Haha, yeah I would probably end up in a similar situation, thinking I was going to be in jail for a very long time on 20 hits of acid. Kudos to you for keeping it together, haha.

Good call on not keeping too many drugs on you though. I too try to leave everything at home that I don't need, or if I'm carrying substances I try not to use other substances until I'm indoors. I particularly dislike smoking weed while carrying other drugs because it's so obvious.

However weed where I live is very easy-going. The other day I was at a house party that was busted by some police for noise complaints, and the entire apartment was basically hot boxed. No issues from the cops about the weed smell at all, they just got the host to shut it down. But I'm sure if there were any other substances visible from the doorway that they would have gotten all over that, lol.

 

They cops usually don't care about possible drugs you have in your home. They just want you to leave them at home, so leave whatever drugs at home and in almost all cases you'll be fine. Get high and then go out, but no need to carry around your weed with you, except maybe if its one joint or something you could get rid of ... and just don't have drugs in ur car ever, just don't, it's stupid and pointless.

 

I'm half Swedish, and there they would definitely have taken us all for a piss test if they smelled weed when the door opened, lol. Right after calling in half the city squadron, the drug dogs, the motorcycle cops and the SWAT team. And then when they find as much as a 0.5g of marijuana you'll be written about in the local newspaper. This actually happened to some friends of mine(well, they only called out something like 8 or 9 cops some of which were in riot gear for those friends), so I'm very thankful to live in a more lenient place than that.

But yeah, I don't drive and I wouldn't carry drugs in the car if I did. Although I've been hassled by police while out walking, it's much more rare than in a car. The only times I end up carrying weed/drugs and smoking is if I'm with friends and on the way somewhere else. But I try to minimize the number of times I find myself in those situations.

 

cars are evil ... and I hate driving, driving pisses me off.

 

A basic truth is that you should avoid breaking the law in two ways at the same time, like speeding and having something illegal in the car. Easy enough to lose track of speed/speed limit and there you are, vulnerable. Sometimes you have to take a risk, but as Cannbis says, it makes no sense to just do it for no good reason. Who has time for the consequences?

And as far as high doses are concerned, frequent high doses led me to a 30 year hiatus from psychedelics.

 

Hey everyone, you don't know who I am but I know about some of the lovely beings that post here, I've been a long time lurker. I am Popularitys girlfriend and I just want to say thanks for the encouraging words. Pop is doing so good. He's so alive and awake, it's amazing to have my old pop back. He will be released from rehab pretty soon and I'm sure he will share his stories with you. Once again, Thanks for being supportive and caring.

 

Just don't break traffic laws. I never carry drugs in my car, or on my person (save for maybe a tab under my tongue, which I can easily swallow if need be), and certainly no reason to carry large amounts, its stupid and risky, ur basically leaving your freedom up to luck, which IMO is stupid because you are not in control. I don't buy sell or manufacture illegal drugs, or even now where to get them anymore . Use your turn signal (unless you're trying to change lanes in traffic, people tend to not let you switch lanes if you signal before doing it, kinda ironic right?), don't speed, don't drive too slow either, if the speed limit is 35, go 35 or maybe 37, don't go 30 or 25, or else YOU are the one that sticks out. If everybody else is doing 90 on the freeway, then do 90 on the freeway, don't be the person doing 45 ...

Also, a "good car" is something to consider. Now it's worth noting that I don't own a car, but what I consider to be a "good car", is a car that is fairly common, nice enough that it looks like something a "decent law abiding citizen would drive", but not too flashy, a fairly common color, make and model, a car that doesn't stick out and blends in with other cars. Good tint but not so dark that it's illegal (a reason to be stopped).

I haven't really had any negative encounters with police in years, and I'm not intimidated by them or afraid to talk to them or walk into a police station. I look like a fairly normal law abiding citizen, maybe a bit quirky, but mostly I look like a computer geek / hipster/ college student, not a delinquent ... but I still would rather not get pulled over as I do have priors and they would see that on the computer though it's worth noting that I haven't had even so much as a traffic ticket in years and generally try to keep myself out of trouble by not doing stupid shit and associating with dumbass people.

I just did a fat line of etizolam, this week has been pretty stressful and it ain't over yet so I think I deserver it (and really need the benzos to get myself through this without having my anxiety overwhelm me and degrade my social performance which never helps your chances, i.e getting frustrated with people etc makes it less likely to motivate them to help you out. I think I've finally managed to boostrap myself out of the hellhole I dug for myself, and I'm pretty happy about that ... I think I might actually have a reasonable future now ...

RE the etizolam: I got this stuff (fairly decent weight) at a reduced price, the vendor told me ahead of time that it was low quality in advance compared to his usual stuff which I've had before so offered it at a reduced price, so it probably won't last me long. It's a lot more crystally than any etiz I've seen, has a bit of a strange taste and burns a bit when insufflated. But it does work, its just not full potency, although it feels a bit different, "speedier" somehow maybe, but it does do the job that I need it to do (helping me keep my cool in stressful situations so I can maintain good social skill and not piss people off). I suspect it was an incomplete synth or something, and the reaction was hurried and wasn't allowed to go to completion ...

Despite being an INTJ (I score this personality type consistenty, and I've taken this type of personality test many times) which is one of several of the introverted personality types, I've been told I talk too much, sometimes ask maybe too many questions, sometimes feel the need to comment on pretty much everything, sometimes in a subtly sarcastic or cynical way, which annoys some people but most people tend to find it amusing I think and most "normal" people tend to think I'm a pretty okay guy, maybe a bit quirky but otherwise cool. I've been told that sometimes I'm somewhat like a cross between Sheldon and Leonard from the big bang theory.

 

I hope that all goes well for you, and that you take the time to work on being comfortable with yourself without needing anything to get you through the day. It seems like you have a pretty positive outlook about this experience, so I think that you will probably take something positive away from it.

 

Haha, yeah my high dosing kind of lead me to slowing down as well.. it certainly hasn't been a 30 year hiatus, but I could well see a longer hiatus happening in the somewhat near future.The weird part of that is that generally my high dose trips have been far more enjoyable than the lower dose ones, but when I think back on them it gives me more anxiety. I wonder what the basis for those thoughts is.



I tried etizolam once a few years ago. I don't think the dose was too high, but I was really quite disappointed. Some people really praise it, but I never saw the light they did.

 

Bump for ~2 green Paul Frank Ecstasy Pills!

 

Absolutely Fantastic!! Maybe it's somewhat psychological, but I've said this before and still maintain Ecstasy hits different than Molly and I prefer the former. Wow, it was one of my best solo rolls, I was out and about for awhile appreciating some scenes of the night approaching and then about a half hour in, I came home and put on some music and dancing was electric.

I had this video on, but with some electronic music over it and it was captivating, I felt like I was being pushed through all the symmetrical polygons and stuff and they layered over one another creating this 'space' that was very interesting, meditative in a sense.

http://youtu.be/suG-c_i2fBQ

 

Glad you had a positive experience. Paul Frank.. haven't seen anything of theirs around in many years.

 

Everyone has been hyping the Check Point brand pills like UPS and Tesla I have not heard of Paul Franks. But it's a great time for MDMA. Chemists have found a way to make it using a precursor that is not restricted. I am sure that will change one day but for now we roll.

 

230 mgs Ketamine

 

bump for AL-LAD + MDMA

 

last night i took 10mg of alprazolam, at least 6mg etizolam, and 15mg valium (3 x the orange 5mg)

i didnt feel it nearly as much as i should at that dose, especially with 3 different benzos. It seems that i cant get barred out anymore unless i take huge doses. eventually ill have to take a toleramce break...i just hope i can make it through those days cuz withdrawal is a bitch (extreme anxiety, extreme insomnia, etc)

 

Hey pimps! I've been back from rehab for a little over a month now. Had to cut my time there a little shorter than planned or else I would've lost my job and missed the first week of school. It went really well though! I was shy as usual, but so many of the people there were really kind, especially the teachers...especially the yoga teacher and cooks. One of my roommates was the only person there who had an addiction to psychedelics, tripping for days on end and throughout the weeks. We talked a whole bunch and found a lot in common mostly regarding psychedelics and music. It was a nice facility, but a little too conventional as I expected. Still, there was definitely a lot to get out of it, including all the outrageous stories everyone had to offer. Everyone was definitely scratching their heads over MXE so I just told everyone I was on ketamine, to which they replied "the horse tranquilizer?" LOL...yes, that one. It was definitely a weird experience overall but I'm glad I stuck it out.

Truthfully, and unfortunately, I was not strong enough to throw away the remaining MXE I had back at my apartment and quickly relapsed. Still couldn't control my usage...just figured the quicker I got done with the bag, the quicker I could resume my recovery since there is none left to buy anymore. Of course, all that is hidden comes into light and everyone found out. It was a bit disappointing to say the least. I just wanted it out of my life and I was so close to getting there but got exposed. I learned a lot while I was there, but once I got out, MXE definitely got in the way of me going after my goals. Now that it is not standing in the way, I have been working a lot harder to make the most of my time, creating new goals, ways to put myself outside my comfort zone, etc. It was a rough time with everyone knowing I went back to it, but this is the first time I actually feel confident and truthful in never having it again. It's been really nice and kinda weird knowing it won't ever be there at the end of the night again, but I'm excited to see where sobriety takes me and gain back the trust I so desperately need.

 

Attempted bump for Deschloroketamine. I'm thinking that there might have been a mix up because I feel like I'm on a weird entactogen right now. 4-meo-pcp kind of had a similar entactogenic vibe I suppose, but everything I've read about Deschloroketamine suggested it was on par with Mxe and Ketamine proper, in terms of the dissociative affects and I'm not feeling it like that.

 

Yah I'm gurning now unlike dissociatives... kind of reminds me of a cathinone.