psychic abilities and patterns

Oh, I see now.

No photo here - but I take it that was one helluva nice boat.

That would figure, of course.

Nice hotel, all righty.

I had to look up DFO...so it wasn't psychic, then, huh? Wonder why she didn't want you to know...?

Hope you get some rest then.

Hugs to you
Richard

 

First boat was damn fine boat, I was aboard just once, you could put my whole kitchen in the galley space and have room left over (boat is 20 ft wide, my kitchen is 14 ft wide)

Nice stainless steel appliances, beautiful interior wood finish,, equipped to the hilt for finding and catching fish. I freaked when he lost her.

Been trying to write him a nice polite letter, but just can't seem to avoid sarcasm. I have rewritten the D*** thing about 6 times, trying to be polite and just give him a rundown on what I was doing while he was , well wherever he was, but oddly enough, the night the boat got busted, at the EXACT time she was busted, I was already in jail due to a domestic violence trip with my abusive ex, heard about it, but was sick with bronchitis-and all I heard was some boat involved in a bust-didn't think it was the boat I loved-sure was shocked to the core when I googled her name in 2007 and a whack of articles about the bust popped up.

And they were dated-Newspaper online stuff--so I knew why I'd never heard-I was in jail too and only vaguely remembered being awake when it went down and I overheard the "watch commander" talking about it to the jailer.

(did not have TV, don't take paper either-nothing on radio)

Still working on things for footlocker-ya know-new boat and all that-he might just need one, and what could better than something made by hands that care and put that caring into ever stitch of the sox, facecloths, and towels that are going in it?:love: and yes I know what size sox to make, I am a keen observer of feet, but no don't have a foot fetish

And even with a full beard he is a damn good looking man, and he has gorgeous blue eyes.

His Mum wouldn't want me to know because she figures he wouldn't, but I told somebody else who knows him, so by now he's probably heard that I know and could account for the silence in my head-he's angry with me.

I've been sleeping much better thanks

Cheers
Lois

 

Kind of ironic, yugogypsy, ain't it? The boat you were writing about in your novel, the novel he told you to destroy...and he ends up losing the boat. What's afoot, one wonders...

I was Googling to try to find something about the boat and the bust, but either I have the wrong info for the search or the articles are just no longer out there.

Most men's socks are in the basic size 10-13 range - it's hard to go wrong unless the guy's a shrimp or a giant.

So - why would he be pissed about you knowing he lost the boat?

Of course all this is none of my business, but you do seem pretty forthcoming, so I'll just keep asking...

Glad you're sleeping better! Take care!

Richard

 

Yeah, it's ironic, but the new owner is cool with it and that's what counts now, because I kept writing and never told him!

I have 5 bits of novels and 3 other stories I've written!

There's very little left online about the bust now-try The Seattle Post-Intelligencer, I know they carried it.

He's average size, so size 9-10 dress socks and slightly larger warm socks for over top will probably be okay. I got shaving soap and a brush, toothpaste, bar soap, and a couple of other things ready, made a facecloth and am crocheting a hand/face towel-will make larger towels too as I just demolished a cotton sweater.

He's not pissed that I know about the boat, he's mad at the world, except lately his vibes have been quite up-beat and I heard a Cessna 190 buzz my house today (his family owns one)

Tee hee, aerial reconnaisance! But he is okay, he'll come to me, in time. I'm not going to him and making a fool of myself if the vibes are lying. He knows where I live-he can make the first move

HUGS
Lois

 

And quite rightly so, in my opinion. Apparently the universe regards your novel as more important than his whim.

So you and I both have a need to finish a major work - I'm writing a memoir. I'm up to almost 40,000 words so far, but there's still lots of work ahead. I would be interested in reading your stories...

Found it. Pretty sketchy article, but the name of the boat is there. 12 metric tons of hashish...sheesh. So the boat was confiscated and auctioned off? It seems a bit unfair.

Obviously a work of love.

Interesting. Yeah, I think you view your experiences a lot like the way I view mine - intuitive, perceptive, and pragmatic - not much escapes you. I think you're going about it exactly right.

Hugs back
Richard

 

Yeah, quiet and hiding, that's me, if I finish it by Christmas, I'll leave it somewhere I know he'll find it, cause he wouldn't expect something like that from me.

That was a SMALL load of hash-that boat has a hold capacity of 80 standard tons! Yes boat was confiscated and auctioned and re-named. I got a great pic of her, but can't upload it because it's not online-but if you want to see it, PM me your email address.

HUGS
Lois

 

I think it's a matter of trusting your own intuitions on the matter. It's a wide open field -- who knows which routes will lead where.

 

Don't think they are leading me right, going to sit back and observe--not trusting my intuition just now.

 

Well then your intuition is to sit back and observe!

 

1. There are different, specific types of psychic ability. For example, as a telepath I do not see into people's future, I just pick up on what they are thinking.
2. You need to try to cultivate one psychic nerve at a time. You do not go into this process saying "I wanna be psychic, help me" to the spirits and universe. You need say what you want to use this psychic nerve for and what type of nerve you desire.
3. Stop watching TV, listening to the radio, reading online news. You may listen to music but make sure it's only music you absolutely love. No exceptions.
4. Attempt astral projection (this tunes up your psychic nerves altogether.

Additionally: You need to understand that just because a psychic tells you something about anything does not make it true. Psychics are sensitive, but they are not God or gods.

 

telepath,

Can you go a little further into the psychic nerves your talking about?

What do you use your psychic abilities for?

I would love to figure out what I could use mine for and i've thought about it and its been a little difficult besides being on the same page as people.

 

Yes, the psychic nerves are like the human body. When someone touches your leg, your leg notices it, not your neck. If your leg is paralyzed, your leg won't even be aware that it has been touched.
I don't have a specific use, I just make sure I love everybody and everything. I was given the ability to see clearly, because of a pure heart.
Loose clutter and the gods will bless you. Just know what you need to be doing, and if what you're doing feels right- all the tools you need will come to you easily.
The heart does not receive what the mind desires. Know that.
#1 rule: don't get frustrated.

 

I saw this thread a couple of weeks back and thought about it, and now it's finally coming in handy.

I can't communicate much with my guide, apart from him sort of... holding (but not exactly, sort of a tingly feeling) on the left ankle to tell me things. Usually they are warnings (although once or twice it's been because I couldn't hear my phone ringing when I had my earphones in) but often I can't make head or tail of them until AFTER things have happened.

On Wednesday I got a vision of me... something bad happened. See, when it's something bad or something that'll make me panic occasionally I'll get... sort of like someone else's thoughts coming into my mind to warn me. But, I don't often pay them heed, to be honest, because it's hard for me to distinguish what is just me being paranoid/negative, and what is actually a warning/message until AFTERWARDS.

Well, what I was warned about did happen. And it was one of the worst things that has ever happened to me. And I think now, NOW I need to start paying attention to what my guide has to say, because it's becoming clearer and clearer that I'm straying from the path I'm supposed to take.

 

I can see auras to some extent, too. Have tried astral projecting but just before I've gone to exit my body I get this sort of paralytic, heart-rushing, terrifying energy and it just... I haven't been able to do it yet, that I know of.

I use Tarot and Oracle cards but again... haha, occasionally I can get some things out of them, can see what they're on about, but haven't been able to pick up on what things are coming (until AFTER) again.

I feel like I'm blocking good things from coming to me, somehow. Maybe because I'm so down on myself/negative/can't see anything good coming because I've been stuck in this cycle for most of my life. I'm not sure how to break out of it... people have advised me "be positive, believe, be grateful for what you have", but...

I'm self-defeating, I suppose.

 

You and I have a tough road to travel. I tend to be self-defeating, too. Here's what I'm finding: It's very hard to be positive sometimes - but just keep trying. Lots of times you'll fail - you'll fall flat on your face. And you won't WANT to get up. But eventually you will. And then you resume trying to stay positive.

If you keep turning your focus from negative to positive, over and over and over, and keep getting through the experiences the universe gives you, you'll eventually find that your focus stays on the positive more and more. You'll still fall, but it won't be as devastating, and you'll pick yourself up faster. The important thing is to just keep doing it - keep moving your focus back to staying positive. Where you keep your focus is where the universe will take you.

 

Thank you. That was surprisingly helpful as I felt you expanded on what others have said to me in the past about positivity i.e. that you can expect immediate results pretty much and/or if I'm not getting them it's because I don't want them, ha.

 

Well this is one gal with the ability who got her wires royally crossed on one thing.

The plea for a shirt was not coming from where I thought, that was someone else only recently aware he and I can communicate that way.

Footlocker message was coming from where I thought and I've been busy working on that.

Sure is a WOW when someone else you've known 34 years can suddenly communicate that way, but he's going through a lot of life changes and I guess this is one of them.

But we have been having a great time, between text, email, and just thinking.

We haven't seen each other in 9 years and plan to get together in the Spring-should be great:sunny:

Lois

 

I didn't start telepathic communications until I was 46. At least, that's when I started regularly and fully consciously. I might have been capable of it before, but it wasn't until I was 46 that circumstances motivated me to do it so intensively. And yeah, for me it was part of some major life changes.

So you confirmed the footlocker request outwardly? With him or with whom?

It's nice you can do this with someone who makes it a nice experience. The woman I've mainly been doing this with plays all kinds of nasty games with me. She tells me in my mind that she's "helping" me. It seems more to me like she's turning me into a basket case, but hey - who am I to say?

 

Be(a)Ware those teachers that try to maintain their authority and do not self empower by helping each and every one to find their own Way !

 

Maybe she IS helping me find my own way - and maybe I'm not as much of a basket case as I like to whine that I am. It's just that the shit she does to me is very hard sometimes.

The very first time I spoke to her out loud about my mental interactions and struggles, she practically interrupted me to say, "Oh, you need courage. I'm going to give you a book that will help you." And she did - she gave me The Prayer of Jabez. And I understand now why she gave it to me. And I understand what a lot of what she's doing is accomplishing in me. Often my mind is not so clear, and often I'm pissed as hell at the way she treats me - but other times I see what she's accomplishing. Still: I like to bitch and whine.

Will her treatment eventually result in my self-empowerment? That's what I asked her for years ago, talking to her face to face. I said that I wanted to be able to be at one with the universe and to be able to do the kinds of things she does. She replied quietly and matter-of-factly, "We'll see what we can do." If she does what I asked, I WILL be self-empowered. Maybe it just requires more time and more hell than I expected. We don't grow unless we're challenged, do we?