Questions about trips

This is like trying to swim while reading a manual on how to swim. Just swim. Wu Wei.

If you know the stories you have read, no need to have them repeated during the trip. They will become your own reality shortly anyways. You have to get through the fear you experience. You will experience fear, but how will you react to experiencing the fear? By running out of the house irresponsibly? by having a bad trip? or maybe by being a focused human being just watching your fear. Why is it here? Does it belong to you? Is it you? Answer these. We explore our inner worlds through discourses, not through combat. When monsters appear, extend your hand in friendship to them. Trust them to be monsters, as they trust you to be monster'd.

And get in the habit of always assessing what's going on with yourself in every level, in every context. As soon as that "trapped" feeling comes from being indoors, look at it! Why the hell do you feel trapped! Why! You know you're not literally trapped . . . so what's going on here? Be a student of yourself.

 

*eats a drug*

Hmm.. the answer has been made available to me...now what is it? Hmmmmm


No, not gonna work like that. The drug is not as powerful as the mind that takes it. All the responsibility of figuring shit out is just as heavy on you with or without drugs. You watch too many hippie movies. That movement died out as soon as they realized they weren't any better of than the last generation. They just had a whole different set of lies to decipher.