I know man :\ I don't plan to go to jail nor prison, this is behind me but if karma came back for me yet again about this then maybe solitary confinement is just what I need.
Ha, is he really?...just a joke though I figure. I'm yet to experience the full blowback of karma from this specific act of stupidity but when I do, I know I will deserve it, I accept that. It wasn't untill towards the end of my days as a skinhead did I really feel some type of hatred towards a jew, it really flew into affect when my sister became good friends with one disguised as a christian, yes disguised as a christian. Religion is Religion, don't give two shits about the stuff so I can't find a legitiment reason to feel hate towards a jew, yes I've felt hate before but that was just blind bullshit but isn't all hate like that? :\
And as for "jesus," well again religion isn't my thing. YES, I believe there is a God out there but do I really show any care towards him/her? Nawh, not really, simply because I'm an ignorant teenager. Ha, maybe one day i'll grow up. xD
I've considered it, both parents are really against it. They asked me for a reason....at the time the only legit reason I could find was....simply to kill someone and get paid for just that....Now I know there is more behind me wanting to do such, to actually fight for loved ones and such but the military isn't the awnser right now...for well anyone, I don't support the current war we are in but I do support our soldiers willing to put their life on the line for no good shits out there like me and well everyone else. oh well, rambling. Bleh.
lol hopefully, we were having a conversation. MAYBE I'LL GO AND HIT HIM AND GO ALL CRAZY BITCH ahah jk:hat:
ha, WEWT, nova ftw! Seriously though, we'll continue whatever convo we were having tommorow er later today, it's 3:44 AM and I have to be up at 8am to get my ass some alcohol. :O I think I might die, I took 2 concerta at like 8pm to help me with homewokr, ended up not doing the homework and now I'm stuck wide awake... helpz.....