when i was in 5th grade i had a college reading level..now that i'm in college I feel like I have a 5th grade reading level. I used to love reading now I find it such a chore..which is sad since I just bought Eragon & Eldest.. I also love singing..i go on walks at 12 at night just so i can sing privately..
Every month for several days, due to the crazy shift in hormones as I await the crimson fairy, my appetite increases dramatically, I just can't seem to feel full, and it drives me insane. So because I don't want to eat too much, I sit with a rumbling belly and feel like crap because I'm so dang hungry. And this month it's even worse because I've kicked up my daily work-outs from 30 minutes to 60 minutes, so I'm feeling super hungry from that on top of crazy hormones making me feel like I'm starving. Ugghhh.
1. I was born a red head 2. I'm now blonde. 3. I'm a huge klutz 4. I've broken two bones due to being a klutz. 5. I'm a pack rat 6. Mess seems to follow me no matter how much I clean
I think of the past about how many great time ive had with marijuana with my bro/friends, i feel like crying every time i think about em because i know those days are gone. My bro(whos 18) is straight-edge now who likes to rat my ass out to my parents when he catches me smoking, and i ditched my friends because i really dont like them and we have nothing at all in common. But when we were friends, i was happy as ever, thinking of all the times is heart breaking.
lack of tangable labrynths = emotional poverty. i don't fallow politics because i like it, but because i don't like what poorly thought out priorities are doing to the kind of world we all have to live in. my hair still has its natural coloring, but it is getting thin in spots. i'm more interested in trains, computers and little furry creatures them i am in listening to humans repeat themselves. i've had 'religeous' experiences, but never in the context of any organized belief. my self has no physical appearance. the body it walks arround it does. green is the simbol of hope and new life. red is the color of pain and death. white is the color of mythological pretentions. pumpkin orange is a good color for anything that needs to be highly visible for safety reasons. brown is the color of earth and makes a nice contrast in when set next to lime olive green. i grew up in the woods, but not on a farm. trollys, university engineering libraries, and exotic restaraunts are the only things i like about cities. i don't see anything as being about me, but i do have serious preferences about the kind of world we all have to live in. and the're a long way from the perspectives and priorities that have dominated the parts of it i have lived for most of my life and am currently living in. =^^= .../\...