Read this if you want, its boring.

Those are things I am glad for and appreciate, but it does not exactly fix the deeper issues. Also I suppose the trick is figuring out what things you can change....I haven't figured that out yet.

 

I find this to be true.

 

The world is so constructed for the majority to function within its rules and mindset.This is the ruling hegemony of the system and the super-structure that gives us material product so the majority can live,have houses cars and families.I hope the majority can be happy with this arrangement.I know however that I am not happy living within this system,like the op.The minority - people who don't fit in - has to suffer so the majority can create the world they are creating.Some people just can't live a so called "conventional life" within all this.They become "Outsiders".I am an outsider and a survivor.I will never work again,unless I find something I can do from home.But I am tired of the intellectual fight I've been having with myself my whole life,about how to change the world and make it a better place.The enormous pressure of the military industrial complex and anarcho-capitalist dictatorship is crushing the life out of me to the point where I just don't care anymore.The danger of this is that one can become nihilistic and misanthropic.But we have to go on.Until the end.I will regroup and get my sunny disposition back.I will create again.I hope.This is all I can do.Please people,try and be kind to each other.And if you're not religious comfortablynumb,at least try and have faith in your life-path.Remember,you're not the only one who feels the way you do.

 

I've been an outsider my whole fucking life but still am happy,outgoing and most importantly able to support myself and my family financially and emotionally.

 

Everyone is different etherea.To be honest you don't know my exact circumstances and life-history.I'm glad you're happy.Nuff said.

 

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