and u learned all of that by being muslim? i thought muslim beliefs were about the afterlife, if you die serving allah you will be rewarded in the afterlife, not be reincarnated. also sorry but im really not familiar with the names and terms. but i dont see how me being a white kid in england has anything to do with it. im not an average bear ok. i can say i believe in other, not mystical but intruiging beliefs also thousands of years old. and theyre about life being beyond our little magma filled rock.
haha your awesome man Much love to you ~ Btw I am not Muslim, I was associating with Muslims in the city for a few months and yes, I did get influenced by them, big time. But, that is a long detailed story, basically they preyed on my weak state of mind as I had lost almost everything in my life at that point, and was taken advantage of. But prior to that episode, I had been a devotee to Krsna for severl years, and gave it up when bad things happened to me. But I was younger then, and my realizations have only begun to hit me in an overwhelming manner since earlier this year, so, fairly recently. Give it time Mr.green, you never know, you may just experience something someday that will take your entire perception of life and flip it inside out, leaving you standing there with your mouth open going Woooowwwww ~
Sadly, yea, this is probably true ~ In our countries, it is not so easy to realize esoteric truths as it is not so generally accepted here or where you are, as it is in the East ~
i used to realise so much when i would get really blazed, i remember i would get flashing sparks in my eyes, my brain would start melting and i could hear humming that seeme like it was coming from lightyears away really loud in my ears. right then i would really trip out and realise something truly amazing that seemed so right, and then i would think shit i need to not forget it- and right then i would, and id spend hours trying to remember what it was but never would. sometimes when i wasnt that high i would realise stuff too, but it sems the more stoned the bigger the realisation. thats why i would like to have a big enough dose of mushrooms or lsd to fully leave my body, go somepleace and realise something massive and be able to remember it. the mj trip outs would mainly have me thinking about religion, existense of other life and the our life.