resisting the feeling of wholeness/nothingness

You weren't .3 away from embracing the experience? j/k

 

heheh

it was different that cubaru's situation though. he has plenty of hits...i only had two of those particular blotters. so i gave my brother the bigger half of one (they were supposed to be STRONG, and they were!) and took the rest for myself

one of my fondest tripping memories. but it was my bro's first time tripping, so that had much to do with it.

 

Oh ya, i remember you talking about that journey. Must be cool beanz, trippin with your bro. :2thumbsup:

 

mann, so much to reply to..i havent had a chance to get on here. i dont even know what to say.. all i know is, i had one solid strip that was not divided into three, and i had a single hit which looked maybe 1/16 inch too big. i just put the solid strip up to it and cut to what i thought would be 1.5 hits. i didnt try to make it perfect..
i do regret not just taking 2 or maybe even 3.. i ve been there before. just not by myself.. when i trip alone i usually assemble an amazing environment to take my mind and body elsewhere..im an artist, and im pretty creative at blowing my own mind.
im usually ready to meditate, draw/paint, go outside, watch a movie,play with glow/light toys, or play a video game.. but it seems that this reocurring feeling always comes sooner or later.. and it happens when i get lost and realize it.. and in retrospect, i realize that taking more would have not allowed me to resist and just be free.... but what do i do if i dont resist, and im free?? should i meditate?, should i just sit there and smile and enjoy it? or should i just draw, which is my passion, and a big portion of my career as a tattoo artist? will i even have a choice?!? maybe i havent figured out how to enjoy it.. sometimes i feel that this feeling of eternity is bigger then i could imagine.. but it seems so damn familiar.. i recall the first time i felt this moment of eternity like 3 years ago.. i realized at that very moment, that i shall be an artist for the rest of my life, and that ArT is InFiNiTe.. and also that nothing can make me happier than creating the best art i can, making an impact on Earth.. gracias, i hope i made sense.my english isnt the best.