Saddest Website Ever....

i just went back and read her whole site.......its kind of hard to believe it is true, maybe it is i dont really know, but it did make me think of how fucked up some people must feel inside. (not saying i believe it or not)

 

i dont think ANYONE wants pity. but her mother and sister killed themselves and she is clearly depressed... very very depressed. i dont pity her but i do feel for her.

 

and that said, i dont know if i believe it or not either.

BUT when i was her age and depressed.. i thought like that a lot. it's not unbeliavable, trust me.

 

i couldnt imagine ever being that depressed. I wonder if that is what my niece is going thru.

and trish, i just love you!!

 

haha colenzo, i know where you got that from

shellie.. i dont know if i was ever THAT depressed BUT i had a lot of her thoughts.. still do sometimes....

 

How do you know? People make up shit all the time for attention.

 

i dont know either way.

 

i wouldnt say shes lying, or looking for attention

probably didnt expect someone to find the site. she will survive anyhow, its nothing to worry about

 

thats fucked up. I want toby though.....

 

i dont know, she said she was gonna end it and hasnt posted for a year.

 

well blogs are damn boring things to do, especially when you have nothing to write about but yourself

so i guess she is dead, good riddence! now she never has to make another blog entry again

 

hmm...i read, well, most of it.

whether it's real or fake it's still quite interesting.

 

thats sad

 

she wants people to love her but will not open up to anyone except on the internet? she keep sasking people to love her for who she is.. but then say she is nothing but a depressed soul. who would love someone like this in teh sense she desires?

she asks for help but turns down councelling, as if she doesnt need it

she complains about stereotypical people. can you get any further from on?

she insists that she is different from everyone

she complains about poeple saying theyre gonna kill themselves, and then makes out that theyre all on a level below her since shes the only one who REALLY wants to kill herself. of course she then doesnt. twice

she complains that people dont listen to her or comment on her situation

she had a dream in which she was dissapointed because she could not show off waht she counts as some sort of achievement

i think almost all of her 'depression' is a mix of a) living in a depressed family with her sister having killer herself, and b)an attention seeking depressed person. she shows all the signs.

real depression comes from psychological diseases. Its not controllable, it requires a lot of work to overcome. she treats it as if shes sad because of the way she is treated in life, and the person she is. her depression is all centred around people not giving her enough care. i dont believe she really has any problems, psychiatrically.

though im not doubting that she was genuinely sad at least at some point, but its nowhere near the saddest story ive heard, just another, typical, depresszoid

she was happy when she changed schools and people gave her attention. then it wore off evidently, and she was sad again. she is happy when her thoughts are moved from her and onto her dog.

some can call this type of depression a sickness but i think its only a sickness because its considered an illness, and gets people to care, and so people self diagnose with 'depression' and it amplifies itself.

a person who truelly wished to overcome their pain and become 'normal' would not spend their time expressing every detail of their depression to the internet, a 'depressed' person's best freind.

'no one knows how i feel'

"does he think i like doing this to myself?" (on cutting herself)
well i think its been made pretty clear that she gets some sort of kick out of cutting herself. otherwise, shed again be showing her contradictory pity seeking self by making out like shes consciously degrading herself, instead of healing, as she claims.

"I've been thinking. I think too much." well you sure dont tell your blog about any of this fruitful thought of yours. unless its all about how everyone hates you.

ok i wrote wayy too much

but yeh i think shes an attantion seeking immature, typical self-inflicting depressed person.
I give her leway for having such a bad family, but in the end, her illness was self concieved and could be overcome.
i strongly believe the whole schizophrenia thing was made up. At any rate, if i found out i was imagining a WHOLE person, it woulndt not just go into two of my blog entries, especially if im detailign every other depresisng thing that happens to me. this raises the question as to how much of the other details are true or skewed.

whether she killed herself, or got bored of her blog, or wahtever. for all we know, she could have jsut ended her bloga with that post in order to make people talk about it like this very thread.

 

it is very sad!!!

my best wishes and blessings
go out to her

 

people should be feeling sad for the real bad thigns in teh world like children who dont have food or clean water, and millions of people being killed because of stupid international conflicts which they have no imput in at all

and not proclaim their care so quickly to some attention seeking 'depressed' person