Share Your Random Feelings Part The Two.

i'm always on line longer then i intend to be, every time i get on.
that's may be the price of living alone,
but living with anyone, for me, has always been worse.

not that i haven't loved people i've lived with too,
this is just how i am.

 

The longer you spend online, the less you spent off-line. - shrug-

 

I just heated up some left over bbq pork from the Chinese store. Tummy feels happy albeit being upset. Tummy always happy when eating pork.

 

I want someone.
Who wants me.....but....

I cannot have this someone

 

Is that gigantic silence on an uzi? Lol.

 

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Uzi's were big back in the 80s

 

Snake Plissken and Maggie played by the always buxom Adrienne Barbeau …lol..

Escape from New York, only it should have been called Escape from East St Louis where the movie was actually filmed.
I guess they couldn’t find any areas in New York City (including the South Bronx) that looked as Post-Apocalyptic as East St. Louis.

 

Lol, the hell you gonna use a site for on a uzi. is that a young Kurt Russell? I always liked the name, Kurt. It's a good strong German name.

 

Yeah a laser sight on an Uzi doesn’t make any sense, but hey “That’s Hollywood”

 

well the lazer dot sorta does make sense but not an actual scope lol.

 

You couldn’t make a rap video back in the 1980s without an Uzi sub-machine gun. 700 rounds per minute but it lacked range and stopping power.


I remember when John Hinckley tried to assassinate president Ronald Reagan the first thing one secret service agent did was pull out his Uzi - and the legend was born

 

Excited and nervous about a particular thing.
Calm and normal otherwise.

 

I feel emotionally stronger than I've ever been before, but at the same time the physical sense of anxiety in my stomach has never been so intense or long lasting. Maybe it was better when I reacted more emotionally? But that would tend to spiral into feeling worse, emotionally, than the situation warranted. But this Rollercoaster-stomach is tiring me out and making it hard to eat and I just don't get why my body isn't listening to my very reasonable brain. It's worse at work. When I get home I can make loud noises and that helps.

 

At work I just have to complain on hf

 

I have just found this thread.
Too much to read back.
I got emotional earlier.
I was looking through some old pics if my Godmother, she died two my ago.
It was amazing for me.
I saw pics of long past relatives, that look just like me!!!!
I am stunned!

 

@Driftrue not sure what you're going through but hope it gets better
Sometimes I think it can be very helpful to give yourself a limited time to wallow. Feel a good sad, cry, be emotional and ridiculous. But only for a few days, put limits on it so you dont spiral

 

You right, absolutely right.
Like I say it's better at home.
I can cry for ten mins then say "okay stop being ridiculous" and it is better.
Everything is unresolved and that's the problem. BECAUSE MEN fucking emotionally retarded. Can't talk about anything. Just have to wait for them to go through their little crisis' and let you know the end result. And they say women are the difficult confusing ones. Sorry @ Everyone I'm just venting, please ignore.