Shivering Thread of Random Facts LX

that its thursday?

 

That I have some money and I'm not pissed.

 

what kind of red wine is that Z?

is it even a red -_^?

 

Did you say you still smoked weed? That sure helps me alot.

And reading in bed. Doesnt that put you to sleep?

Do you meditate?

 

Shiv, I read in bed - often until the sun comes up the next morning.

I would eat weed...if I had any. Having no money tends to interfere with my desires.
However, I do agree with you that smoking (weed) definitely helps a person to go to sleep.

Oh - and I have taken melatonin...which did NO GOOD...and I'm currently taking this so-called wonder natural stuff (drug) - 5-HTP. I've been taking it for one week, and I'm still up until 5 and sometimes until 6 or 7am.

Insomnia is character building, to say the least.

 

Yes i read, no i don't meditate.

Yea i smoke weed, but not right before bed. Smoking weed helps me fall asleep, but it does not help me stay asleep. Don't matter how high i get.

I lost weight when i gave up drinking, but i gained loads of weight in terms of stress.

When i do a hard cardio workout it releases lots of endorphins which are the best medicine i can ask for right now...

I think anyways..

 

Absinthe is a liquor - with herbs - most notably wormwood - and anise for flavor. The Lucid absinthe I'm drinking tonight is 124 proof - but the standard preparation for drinking is to dilute it with water and a sugar cube.

 

Have you ever hallucinated when drinking it? I'm not kidding...I just wonder what all the hoopla has been in the past about absinthe. It used to be illegal, right?

 

Please explain more Lynn, this is very interesting and i have not heard it before.

 

ha - that is sort of my "go to" statement when I have to deal with SHIT I cannot change.

Sort of like the quote "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."

I wish I felt like cleaning house when I couldn't sleep. At least you exercise, which is very productive. I sometimes cook up nice soups, which actually is NOT so great for me right now...a bum ankle + good food = BAD combination/weight gain.

I used to smoke weed, write, or go outside and work in the yard with a flashlight around my neck when I couldn't sleep. I live in the country, so I wasn't worried about anybody calling the law. lol It used to not bother me like it does now, but I'm going to say I'm building character.

 

Maybe their is a part of me that just doesn't want to sleep?

I want to get sleep, but it seems very clear that a part of me doesn't want sleep, because that part of me has control in this current situation.

Fuck.

 

Maybe you're an owl.

I love owl's

 

youre still young yet. its like your brain/mind thinks its missing something. so you stay awake to investigate awake life.. I wouldnt worry to much about it. use it to your advantage, unless its bothersome to your life. try reading intense things. expand your mind with knowledge and maybe youll burn it out.

 

I'm home. I had a really good time tonight.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIlHt_syoSE"]Rod Stewart - Do you think I'm sexy - YouTube

 

I love owls too, they have mythical powers me thinks...

im not worried so say... i just wish i could fall asleep at midnight, wake up at 7 or 8 just like that...but that never happens..

just i just gotta roll with it, instead of trying to create something its not meant to be...work with me here

so what does this mean for the future?

 

i like this one

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgczlrYM4eI"]Rod Stewart-Young turks - YouTube

 

It's just an occasional get together we have.

Alot of circumstances caused us to "break up" 3 1/2 years ago. He has moved since then and is farther away from me, blah, blah, blah...We've always kept in touch, at least several times a week, blah, blah, blah...

So, it means it was just one of those, now rare, chances to spend a few hours together.

 

Iv'e Always Considered It A Badge Of Maturity If Someone Can Still Remain

Good Friends With An Ex....



Cheers Glen.

 

We adore each other and we always will. It's just sweet. It's one of the treasures of life. :love: