should I feel sad?

I guess I just laugh at how people can say that your drinking is fine when it seems like you drink because your depressed, and yes its to relax but prlly cuz your getting all worked up over him for nothing. I just am trying to make a point that maybe he drinks and does coke because he needs that feeling in his life and its like hes missing something. Obviouslly you drank because you are missing something and I just think its dumb to say its ok for you to do it but its bad when he does it. To each person there own but I donno I learned alot in rehab and shit so yah....

 

Well it's bad for him cause he's a bad alcholic, and has been since he was a young teenager. I'm young and healthy, and only have a couple of drinks maybe a few nights a week to relax, and I'm only doing that now cause I can't smoke pot. His alcholism comes with rage, violence, and insanity. My couple glasses of wine comes with relaxation, a smile, and and easier time getting to sleep. Currently I'm not addicted to anything, and he's addicted to pretty much everything but working! lol I know you keep telling me that I'm just as bad as him, but you don't really know the situation jake.. and I'm a pretty good girl lol. I should never have been with him. His drinking and doing coke goes beyond trying to feel good. It's a necessity in his life.

And yes donvito I'm a a couple a years under 25, but over 21. I hate talking about age. My mom is 50, and gorgeous! You'd think she was 35. I was supposed to post a pic of her in my 70s pics thread, but I forgot.

Anyway, I'm not sad anymore right now. I've been doing a lot weight lifting lately, and my muscles are feeling really tone this morning so I can't wait to go have my coffee and work out.

Cya later

 

Sound s like that dude was a CLOWN and your better off without him ..Anyways Good Luck..

 

he is, and thanks I'm trying to convince myself of that, but so far so good today! Hopefully it will last!