sick of living here

thanks for the replies people. when he yells i just ignore it. i think thats what makes him even more upset. i ask him why he yells so much and he tells me "its the only way I can get through to you", and i respond with "well it hasn't worked for the past 10 years why do you keep doing it? When people yell at me I dont listen to what they have to say at all." that just made him even more upset. but yea i really need to get a job, my fuckin permit that I could have got a year ago, and start saving up.

Melissa im sorry you had to go through that. back when I was about 2 or 3 my dad would beat my mom and even me until my brother ran his ass out of of state. gotta love big brothers right?

 

Cant blame your dad for wanting to rape a beautiful girl like yourself


jk.....sorta


Anyways, ya man i know its hard but be thankful for what ya got, not what you dont have. Life is a journey of decision making, you make wise decisions from this day on and ill guarentee you a life youll want. Im sry about your grandfather, its just as 2pac said:

"Once a motherfucker get an understanding on the game
and what the levels and the rules of the game is
Then the world ain't no trick no more
The world is a game to be played
So now we lookin at the world, from like, behind us
Niggaz know what we gotta do, just gotta put our mind to it and do it
It's all about the papers, money rule the world"



Sry, but i couldnt help myself, starin at the world threw my rearview is just to good of a song to leave out some good lyrics

Criminally addicted, infested since a seed
We all die, breed bleed like humans, towns run
by young guns, Outlawz and truants, shit's deep
Turn eighteen, burn my will when I go
Burnt my body with my shotty, or chosin my dough
So while you reminiscin all nights out with the crew
Smoke a blunt for me too, I'm starin through your rearview