LOL!!! What you said Chaos makes sense. I sometimes fuck up because I am depressed and then I get more depressed because I am fucking up. It's almost like trying to piss in the wind.
Its Just One Of The Thousand Circles Of This Life...its All Cyclical...everything seems to me that all is its cause and its effect
........sometimes the wind changes direction out of nowhere. I've had that problem before.(litterally and figuratively)
yesterday i was eight tomorrow i wil be seventy..time is pretty slow amd then you look back and it was as if you blinked...but if it was any longer you would know too much..actually right now i know nothing, but i always remember not to care about ageing cos you will never have control over that...just enjoy the haze that you try to make sense of.
*sigh*t I am almost 23 now. I have no clue how I made it to this age. But at the same time, the unbelieveable-ness of my own age extends to age generally. It really is all in the mind. I'm only on holiday in this body. My time here on earth is like one big glowing, orange-purple, melting sunset. Then I'm off, back into the void. Age is equivalent to experience, and experience is the reason why we're all here, so have fun
I am sorry Laura ): things will work out I'm the same way it takes a lot to get me angry in a relationship but when I am I try not to talk or else I know I'll say things I will regret later. It's better to be quite than hurtfull
23 IS YOUNG INDEED....you will see that as you age...the person i am today is 180 degrees different then who i was then
Thank you Lynsey. They are working out. He and I talked this morning and he apologized. Weird thing was he even told me he was in the mood to fight. I was like wtf? That sounded like me a few years ago when I would be pms'ing. Your still young and beautiful. 23 1/3 is a good age. Actually with some of the things we have talked about (our pm's) I have a feeling the remaining equation (I don't know what it is) of your 23rd year will be wonderful. Someone very special cares for you and you him--->good things to come
sigh but pretty soon I won't be young anymore and that's what scares me is changing I don't like change
we change every single minute. each breath brings change, its inevidable and truly the only thing that does not change.
I sometimes go weeks without changing my socks. I read somewhere that a typical human changes their socks something like 27,000 times in their lifetime so I figure if I never change my socks time will stand still. That way I'll never get old and I'll never die, although I may smell like I have.
I have a weird sock thing I love socks they are so damn fun and weird if you think about it so maybe I can go without changing something else to delay the aging process?
Lynsey, if you're worrying about looking like me when you get older...stop! It ain't happening. You'll only get prettier.
