You sound like you are very aware of yourself Didnt Jung talk about the "shadow" side...we all have one...I think its okay to explore this...and to learn to handle it..as i think you are doing... I didnt mean to hurt you with my words... Forgive me if I did....its just that I am a mother of a young child and it just stirred me a little....
Chris, dont listen to what sexbanshee or anyone else has to say. listen to this...ITS OK TO GLANCE OR EVEN KINDA LOOK. DON'T: STARE, TALK TO, OR DO SOMETHING PHYSICALLY AND YOU WILL BE ALRIGHT!
Lets stop this thread now... Chris has a bad problem and we shouldn't continue on his mental problems......
Is Chris the next Chi? I hope not. But he is showing signs... I read Chi's school essays, and they are the product of a very troubled mind.
I heard about that Chi that shot dead 33 people at a college in Virginia in the USA, and I was shocked when I heard about it. I would NEVER do a thing like that what Chi did, and I have got a nice side. I read about Chi and his behaviour on this website called www.thesun.co.uk and it is an official newspaper that is sold on a weekday basis in the UK. When seeing Chi being described, with him not talking to anyone and keeping himself to himself and being a loner and stalked girls, it has reminded me of myself and worried me a little - I don't stalk girls, but with this girlfriend thing I do tend to hope that there is a nice girl around for me to talk to etc, but I DON'T stalk them or spy on them or anything. I was bullied in my earlier years at primary school both physically and verbally, but it subsided a little at secondary school, although I got plenty of name-calling and sometimes bullied by class pupils. I don't watch horror films or anything violent or bloodthirsty, or play violent video games, and I do keep myself to myself and spend a lot of time on the PC. I'd be scared that i'd end up like him one day, and hope I don't, and if I knew there was something was seriously wrong with me, i'd see the counsellor at the college or let my mum know that i'm worried. I have a someone supporting me in Numeracy lessons at college, (who i'll call J and he is a male) and in the LRC library, I have a one hour session where we both go over mathematical work etc. Anyway, just before the Easter holidays in one session, I opened up to him about myself and what i'm like, and how i'm uptight and edgy etc. I told him that i'm sensitive and may throw my weight around a bit, and that i'm a nice guy when you really get to know me. This week, I opened up and got talking again, and I said pretty much the same stuff as the previous session, and about myself and wrote things down about my strengths and weaknesses, and about my received letter from the Media Studies department, with him saying about how i'd be good at it, and how i'm very expressive, opinionated, honest, individualistic and he'll tell me that i've done well today after the mathematical work and that. He'll also say that i'm intelligent and a nice guy, but I don't believe it. He says that I come out with some good opinions at times and that i'm interesting.
Are you an Aquarian...I have a male friend who was born on 30 January who is opininionated, uptight and edgy? Just wondering? He finds it very hard to control his temper. He is very intelligent !!!
Are you trying to make fun of me or something? This male friend who you mention that was born on 30 January, who was opinionated, uptight and edgy was called Chris_1661, and that was my original username, and i'm now on here as c3089 because of the ban that I received as Chris_1661 for some strange reason.
Chirs is obviously a bit troubled but i dont think it is really fair on him to make such extreme comments about his potential actions, there aren't any signs that i can see that would suggest he is dangerous... he's just socialy frustrated. I'm NOT a psychologist, and take no responsibility for any forum members actions, with exception to my own.
Chris - it is good that you recognize what is going on inside your head and that you are talking to someone about it. Chi sent some tapes to NBC and 40 photos of himself, which have just been revealed. I am looking at him talking now. On the tapes he was ranting on about how he was oppressed by those around him and was going to do what he was about to do (he mailed the tapes after he killed the first two and before he killed the next 30, and himself). Check out the videotapes and see if you see any of yourself in them. If you do, seek help. You are a smart, literate guy who can go far in life if you get your head on a little straighter. Many smart people don't succeed in life because their own mental issues bring them down. If you can straighten out those issues, you will be very successful in life.
NO i dont make fun of people if I can help it... I was just saying that I have a friend who was born on 30th Jan with those qualities... He doesnt or has never posted on this forum!! That is all....what is the problem with that?? Did you misundersand me???
I just thought that you was referring to me because I have similar qualities to the person you mentioned, so I assumed it you making fun of me.
Where is the website for Cho's tapes/videos and photos? If you know the name of the website, could you please edit the link to it?
Chris - they were all on CNN International, all day long, ad nauseum. Cho does not deserve the attention he is getting. But you might find what he says interesting. He was isolated socially, and was living in his own mind. He was definitely severely mentally ill, something you are not, and should have been institutionalized. But he was not, except for short periods. You can learn from his rantings, and try to get yourself in a better mental state, or seek help. You are talking to someone, and this is good. Keep it up.
Wow, you guys are the biggest spazzes ever. First off, it is completely natural to look at developed girls even if they happen to be underage. Now, I'm not saying you should, because to be a useful member of society, you need to respect the rules it sets. However, it is hardwired in the male brain. Think about it, it wasn't so long ago that people mated as soon as they developed. People used to die at a much younger age and thus it was imperative to mate early. Look, if a girl is advertising her body like that, she is obviously a fairly sexual person, regardless of her age. I see no harm in looking, it's what she wants you to do. Why else would she dress like that. Now, I'm not advocating looking at kiddie porn, because I think that's a whole different ball game. Kiddie porn is a situation where the child is manipulated into doing something sexual that she has no interest in. That's immoral in every way.
Cutted - I've just looked at the clips/videos and photos on CNN International, and the package with the guns and knives shocked me, and to hear his rantings about all the violence-drenched things and his violence-drenched descriptions made me wonder if he has been playing too many violent video games and where he got all this hatred from. It also made me wonder if he was bullied when he was younger or had a bad childhood. I'm not saying that he's worth getting all this attention, and I don't watch TV much anyway, and I didn't enjoy what he was ranting about and would hate to imagine and picture it.
I'm NOT a spaz, and I wouldn't go eyeing up young girls or anyone because I know it's wrong, they're younger than I am and underage, and i'm 18 and therefore older than them. Just DON'T talk to me as if i'm stupid because I don't like one bit.
He's not talking about you buddy........he was taking up for you, he was trying to illustrate that all the people giving you shit were spazzes, not you. Insert foot
don't ever go to Eastern Europe.....short short skirts on any girls age 12?? on up are the norm it seems. I couldnt pry my eyes off of some of them when I was in the Ukraine. Amazing how intransing a pair of nice legs is. BTW....lusting after younger girls will get you in trouble chris and is morally wrong (unless 18+), I like older women better anyway...like wine my friends...like wine.
