Smokindude's Wednesday Night

Shitty story man. drug addictions can ruin lifes.

i've never seen a 50 dollar bottle of tanqueray in my life though. A bottle of No. 10 their premium line goes for 40. but that is neither here nor there.

 

i feel bad for you man but... maybe u shouldnt smoke weed. i kno its not a serious drug but wen u use weed to forget your problems well ... wat if soon weed isnt enough to help u forget? i kno thats a stretch and if i was in your position i would probably smoke weed too but maybe its best for u not to do ANY drugs? just my opinion.

 

Im pretty sure the label said $44.99. If so, my local liquor store has some 'splainin to do. I could be wrong though, for sure i know it was VERY expensive.

 

The thing is, weed doesnt make me forget my problems. It makes me think more and more about them, but i actually see them in a good way. But weed IS a drug, and it can only lead to bad things for me in the future if i abuse it and buy it when i need other things. But for now, until im out of high school i think ill be smoking. Cause until I graduate, I see it as i really having nothing to lose.

 

Are you sure you aren't just making this up for the "hot stoner chicks?"

Sorry, dude, but for most people I would show sympathy. But you're a dick. I've been through this shit too, suck it up, call child services or something.

 

Im only a dick to kids like you. I dont want your sympathy. And if you actually read my posts you would realize why i wouldnt call child services. Why would I want sympathy from a kid whos to ashamed to show thats hes 15? Look at you, with all your perfect grammar and shit, you make me sick, put that age back up there man.

 

"Try and make me!!! HUH HUH BET YOU CANT!!"

And no, I'm not ashamed of my age you crack baby.

 

If you had your age up there before and now took it down, looks like your ashamed. Im a methadone + Alcohol baby. When i was born my mom was addicted to methadone and my dad was an alcoholic. They got into coke, not crack when i was 4. Your just waiting for me to respond to your shit talking huh? Aint gonna happen.

 

I don't care what anything looks like to a crack baby.

 

You make me laugh. Fool.

 

Go cry crack baby.

 

harsh?

:/

 

you know im not gonna lie but sometimes your an ass on here, but I feel for you man. Personally I have never gone through that with my parents, basically because there like church people and think there great and shit but anyways that would pretty shitty to come home to that man. Do they smoke bud everyday and use other shit or wahts the exstent on this, do you come home everyday to something like this?

 

Ahahhaaaa.

 

Yeah, but I'd be nicer and a lot more sympathetic if he wasn't such an ass to everybody.

 

Im telling you guys the worst of the worst. My parents love me. They try giving me money when they can, and always tell me they love me and shit. These things usually happen a couple times a month, its not like every single day there shooting up or snorting coke. They make me go to school everyday and all that, and make me go to church with them. Its like there really good people, but they live a secretive drug life with there friends. They used to buy me weed, but they ended that because they 'realized' it was wrong. W/e they could only get me middies anyways. But usually when the perscriptions are filled these fights happen. Although, my dad is MUCH more peacful now that hes on massive amounts of methadone each day. So hes chill. Lately, things have been much better. About 3 months ago, my parents had drug binges where they would litterally stay out all the hours of the night, and everytime they did that, me and my little sis refused to go to bed until we knew for sure are parents were alive. We would litterally call there cell phones non stop. I remember one time when they were out all night, they came home saying my dad might have cancer and they were at the hospital all night. Bullshit. But ever since my mom has been in and out the hopsital for some stomach surgery thing, its been a little better. My parents DO love me, its just they dont put there priorites first in life. Its always the drugs first. But now, they hide everything they do so much better, because they now know were not little kids anymore and we know EXACTLY what there up to. They used to allow me and my bro smoking weed in the house, but they made us stop. I still do it though. But my dad, when he gets his xanax filled, life is hell. Hes so fucked up, and drives all around trading Xanax for coke and other shit like klonapins. He usually eats up the xanax in a week though, but when those weeks do come, i hate it. Hes not even my dad, he just dozes off while standing up, trying to call up his drug friends. My mom always appears sober though, whenevr my dad is fucked up on Xanax, i could always go to her. Now my parents cant go hide in the bathroom for hours doing drugs, because they know we know whats going on. But who knows what they do when im not around....

When I say ive been through alot of shit, i mean it. I dont try acting all gangsta tupac shit, its my real life. Im not a hardass or start shit w/ kids in real life. Ive been into 2 fights my whole life, and dont plan on getting into anymore anytime soon, unless of course someone calls me out. Im not really what my posts make myself look like.

But really, i could go on and on with drug stories about my parents. My grandfather told me one time, while i was living just with my parents that when he came over to check up on things, they found me strapped in a height chair with shit and piss in my diapers with nobody home. I had no childhood.

My dads on the done clinic because he got arrested and now has drug tests. He got arrested for possesion of cocain, illegal methadone, illegal xanax(he didnt have the bottles with him), and some other shit i believe. It was in the local news paper so basically the whole town knows about this shit. It really sucks. I remember kids IM'ing me asking if what they read in the paper was true. Ive never been so embarrased in my life.

Oh ya, forgot to mention that when my mom is pissed at my dad, she refused to drive him the clinic. He litterally almost stabbed her one day in my kitchen. He would of done anything to get his fix.

But hey, im not complaining. Atleast im not a starving little indian kid who has flies all over there faces while digging threw garbage. Sometimes, you have to think this way.

 

Yea, but you're being as much if not more of an asshole then he ever was. Mocking the fact someone's mother did drugs while they were pregnant with them is just a NO.

 

Bro mow some more lawns, buy some weed, sell it for more than you bought it for. I live in a suburban town and I make enough this way. It should be REALLY easy for you. Just always try to think positive. Theres good things in everything just sometimes you need to try a little harder to see it.

 

Man, i appreciate your help, but if i get into selling drugs things can only get worse. For now, im just going to smoke my herb and enjoy it. Then graduate high school and see where life takes me from there. Im already promised a 300K house from my grandparents, I plan to sell it when im older, move into a nice appartment, grow some weed, work, and sell some of the weed on the side. For now, thats what i plan on doing the rest of my life.

 

Jesus Christ what the fuck is wrong with some of you. He has been a dick, well maybe he was never taught otherwise. You think that because someone else has problems that gives you the right to try and put them down? Look in the mirror none of you assholes are perfect. Why doesn't he or his rich grandma just turn everything is his parents life around. Obviously you idiots have never been around someone strung out.

Smokindude, Stick to the weed and you will be fine drug wise. Just stay the fuck away from the harder shit. Addiction can run in families. I am sorry for the shit you have probably seen and heard in your life. You have to make a very conscience effort to keep your life on track. You are 15, three more years or so and you can make your own reality for you and your kids. Education is the path away from poverity. No matter what it takes get your ass through college and on a life path. School is where you focus your attention. If you remember that then by the time you are 22-25 you will be in a much better situation. If you start selling your life will lead you to prison eventually.