So alone

so? alone? my quality time is the time i'm alone. the happiest times in my life have always been when i've been. oh sure, i can and do enjoy company some of the time. i even like to cuddle and wish people happiness. but only for just so long before i start getting impatient to be actually doing something. alone so i can think clearly, to create and explore, or even just enjoy without being distracted.

i think putting yourself in harms way is nonsense. unless its a side effect of something you're really interested it. as for blowing up the damd tv. hell yes, get that damd boring, useless, mind numbing, crap the flock out of here.

 

I understand I'm an extremely compassionate person. You could even say 'needy,' but I also give on a high level too. With that type of personality I understand it's very rare to expect to find an equal. so in that sense I wander the sea of friendship (& life) mostly alone so to speak. (I have many friends. Only 1 relationship thus far has satisfied me completely, and that person decided to take his intellect and become a hermit).

Though despite my high degree/high demand personality, I say I do a very good job from really getting too lonley. Especially if you're still young, don't get so obsessed with having to be with someone, wanting to cuddle with someone, that you forget the point that it's more about a real, healthy, & worthwhile connection - one that you had to work on - that's going to make any of the companionship last, mean anything, or truly work.

If you believe this, it takes far more than just being alone to feel lonely.

Though no method is 100% all good.

 

The frost makes me crave the comfort of someone else

 

Damn bro your friends are dicks ... But I feel both of u on being lonely it gets old so fast. not really used to sleeping alone but oh well girls come and go life moves on well that's what every one has been telling me

 

Life is always in motion