So much ignorance! Oh it burns, it burns!

actually, he is exactly what i picture when i think of a 16 year old bully.

 

why are you flaming someone on the basis of a picture that shows them eating peanutbutter?? Not only is that immature, it's downright fucking mean.

 

nothing against the guy, but i guess i'm the only person that thinks it's a ridiculous picture. some stoner kid mowing some peanut butter with a big "shrooms + weed" caption.

that's just fucking silly. sorry to hurt your feelings. pfffft.

 

Please just try not to be quite so negative and judgmental, you didn't hurt my feelings in the least, and i'm sure you're a great fella in your own right.....I just didn't feel like the dude has done or posted anything to deserve such comments.

 

Rob, Im feeling nothing but amazing love coming from you lately bro. Right on man!

And kidsmoke is a good guy man, we talked when I was under the Relayer name, maybe hes just having a bad day or something. Its all good, life goes on haha

 

~love and light brother

 

Love and light man Rainbow aw man its been to long since I've been to a gathering. Soon as my son is old enoogh
Sorry to be so off topic!

 

are you going to NERF regionals this year??? I am, maybe i'll see you there.

 

I wish I cant even leave work for one single day, I just got a new house in south Philly, and I have my son 3 and a half days a week, and its just not possible for my ex to take him anymore than she is supposed to. Plus, she was never down with the family, she didnt take very well to the gatherings she went to, and she just generaly doesnt trust people, so taking him is out of the question, and in PA a mother has insane rights over a child compared to a father, no matter what the situation is. So it may be awhile until I can stash some cash and hit the road, even a vacation is a distant sunrise lol

 

that sucks........trust me I know all about the battle for fathers rights, been there, done that...I feel you brother, babylonian circumstances can be a bitch!! Hopefully you'll be able to spread your wings a bit as your son gets older and you get set.

 

Thanks Rob I'll be back when I am ready, like you said. All good people, all good occourences happen only at the right moment

 

i agree that when one gets older the more one will see and understand - in a way that can make life more difficult. but the difficulty is only a phase in early adult life - you will get through this (hopefully) and will most likely be able to enjoy a reality where nothing gets you down. as long as you are and continue to be a good person you will learn to love and be able to enjoy a happier life then the one you are obviously living at this point in time.

i went through a phase around 24 years old - i was having difficulties with life and my trips. -paranoia, fear, guilt, extreme anxiety, head aches, stomach pains.. etc. etc. etc.. before that my trips were happy go lucky. ... then i grew up some more and learned how to be myself and love. now my trips are amazing - far better then in my early twenties and a million times better then my ignorant youth.

so i guess what i am saying is that you are not yet fully matured or grown up and are only going through a phase. i hope that you dont give up on LSD by coming to the wrong conclusion. there is more to life that you must learn to make your life better. when you make your life better your trips will be better as well.

do you believe in karma? if life is difficult it is for your own good as you learn your lessons.

 

very true.......

 

lol................this thread has been straight highjacked!

 

..............by everyone.

 

Well, karma is a little more deep than that, but, ok yea it works I recently tripped on mushrooms a few weeks back, made a post about it in the proper forum, it was my first trip in over 2 years, and before that my trips were very similar to the ones Rob has described, over exsessive and out of control. I must say after having my son and growing more accustomed to my world and my conciousness, it was easily the most fulfilling and beautiful trip I had ever had.

 

yeah I think it gets better with age.........I definitely appreciate it alot more, and now I trip solely as a tool when *I* know it's time.....tripping has gone from being just a good time in my youth, to being a tool to open doors of perception, to now being a profound religious experience. The best way to describe it for me, is that everytime I trip now I move up a level in conciousness....and it's permanent, not just a temporary thing. I find i'm able to focus on life and the relativity of reality as we know it, i've developed an acute sense of awareness to sociological patterns and my connection to the earth as well as all it encompasses as a result. Also my wife trips with me, and I have no doubt it has improved our understanding of each other and our relationship immensely...

 

same for me ... even the bit about your wife. i am getting married in the summer - we love our trips together!

 

When you are in a relationship where you can trip with your SO and have a religious like experience, you know you got a keeper I hit some rough spots with my ex. most of our trips together were fun, but thats all they were, non sensical entertainment. We just were not on the same level, I am growing on the path of Bhakti Yoga and Krsna conciousness, loving life and everyone and everything in it, and she is more or less an atheist, also, not really ANTI social, but a bit reserved in some eletist mindset, if you follow me. Dont get me wrong please, she is still a dear friend of mine and she is a perfectly loving mother to our son, but I remember 2 trips, one at home on 1/8 of some crazy blu mushrooms each, and the other on some seriously INSANE LSD at the Philadelphia Folk Fest 3 years ago, where she completely lost it. the folk fest was more or less her getting really depressed and uncomfortable around people and I talked her down, but when we ate the blu shrooms, she literally lost her mind, talking to a window for close to an hour, and an episode in the bathroom that I do not wish to recall so that her I dont bring shame to her (even though chances are she will never read this, and very few people on the forums have met her). Sure, we had plenty of good trips together, but the level of understanding each other wasnt there ONLY during the buzzing, and we slowly realized we werent meant to be together. Im very pleased to hear that both you 3xi and Rob are in loving, meaningful relationships, and 3xi, CONGRATULATIONS on your engagement! I wish you Nothing but the best of luck and love in your future

 

thanx we are getting married on 07,07,07 ... it will be a small ceremony with family and friends - no justice of the peace or pastor will marry us so it wont be legal. for us it is a special day that will not be ruined by any government or religion based traditions. most of our family thinks we are crazy and we take this as a good sign that we are doing the right thing.

we are going to take 3 hits each after the wedding!

life is great and i am very appreciative. most women would not be open to this kind of wedding so i am truly thankful to have one that wants it just as much as i do.