So much ignorance! Oh it burns, it burns!

3xi LSD being the not guarenteed answer to all your problems, thats what I was trying to say, you summed it up better in that sentence than i could in a couple posts.
I dosed up too much, and i feel it made me more negative a person, not because of the drug itself, but the changes the drug did to me as a person, often times didnt help at all it just further complicated life, made me realize things I somtimes rather wouldn't know about, just kinda bumms me out makes me negative thinking about my tripps, I feel i probubly overwelmed myself without realizing it, i mean dont me wrong I love trippin, my love of trippin is probubly my downfall, just jumped in too deep. when i was very little i had what're they called, "night-terrors" the crazy ass bad dreams that knock you fuckin awake and in total fear. one reacurring one was that i would be walking down the street and would see a snapped twig sitting in the gutter , and just because it was snapped in two the whole world was gonna end, which put such an intense fear in my heart it would knock me awake, the feeling much the same as a bad trip mixed with a shitty adrenaline rush, for some reason since i quit trippin I have found that seeing little things like twigs or pencils or matchsticks break, jumps and scares the crap outa me for a few seconds, for absolutely no reason at all, the LSD, mushrooms and all that didnt seem to help me much, surfaced a buncha bad memorys and other things and makes life kind of sad, sorry for jabberin on i'll finish up. writing this brought tears to my eyes, dunno why...

When I was younger i used more acid, when i got older, more mushrooms, i love that stupid stoned feeling...

Also made me realize the value of some of my friends, i know how to grow the shroomies, but I wont grow any anymore, cause if I have them i'll probubly eat them, and that probubly isnt a very good idea. you can probubly see what im talkin about