yep. and even more so. u gotta do shit u dont wanna. cause u have to. even if its bs. and u gotta wait for the time. just cause u know what the time will be...sigh... to me, and a HARD LESSON is doing back to this earth/reality and doing stupid shit AND realizing its for a reason - even if you do not see it. it has a cause if the cause is in your heart n soul.
tis the issue ls,,its repetitive and cyclical.. because of exactly what you wrote,, you in your heart and mind are believing you are learning the lesson when i n fact your not... learn with your head not your heart. hearts are life giving the headlife is sustaining,,, keep the life going then the love with the heart follows... once you truly learn the lesson the cycle quits repeating until then it continues... the lessons are often not what we think they are but one has to have the ability to open up and be willing to accept that simple truth... when we arent willing is when we become clouded and learn the wrong lesson thus the circle continues
k. i think i did that and i automically made a new thread with this song will delete it it makes ppl mad (why???) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7Vl0peys90 one of my fav tech songs but fuck tech really its basic and teaching anywayssss i have learned youi gotta BE love in YOU to even TRY to be a change im not there yet but i learnin im doin ehhh okay not there EVER but i workin it i want ppl to learn for themselves and i pray that right overcomes bad cause i cant do it.
but see i am learning that. i think anyway... whatever you do has the potential to be so much more depending on the attitude. that is the short of how i see and feel it. and it does feel different. i know ive done the same jobs and they seem diff. now cause of my views... is that at all what you are getting at?
Perusing thought so random and drawing stripes of luck fleeting flecks rare lucidity in a sea of what the fuck...