Check this site www.freemeditation.com . Something in there might help to bring back the balance in your life.
To anyone who is considering suicide, please don't. there is always something to live for. even if your life is miserable, its better than not being at all. things will get better, maybe in a month, maybe in a year, maybe in a decade. but it will happen. there is someones heart you will break if you kill yourself. suicide is selfish, and just an easy way out. if you ever need to talk, there are many ppl who would be willing to listen. LIVE DAMN YOU LIVE!!!!!!