Spontanious urge to kill yourself.

you basically stole the words out of my head.. i would have typed the same thing untill icame to yours.. so yeah.. im with her ^

 

i often get this euphoric rush and will say some really off the wall shit to see what others (people i don't know) expressions are.... i do it quite a bit.. in checkouts, at work when i used to work, whenever the urge comes up.. basically just random people thinking i'm crazy or something.. maybe the take it home and make conversation of me? my brother does the same shit.. never discussed it w/ him, i don't think he necessarily gets the euphoric rush/urge to do so...

 

i have a very vived conceptualizing immagination that plays worse case scenarios behind my eyelids whenever i even think of anything with the slightest risks invoulved.

and anything i think about doing to anyone else i feel too.
i mean literally, physically and exactly.
(which when i was younger made the idea of sex VERY attractive to me,
until i finally gave up giving a dam about it)

so no, i've never been attracted to extreme gratuitous risk, although some things,
like a bridge without handrails, if i'm the only one on it, or climbing up high on stuff,
don't bother me the way it does some people. nor do small spaces or underground ones.

=^^=
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"How does that make you feel?" *imitating Soprano's Psychiatrist*