Steeeeeeeebo...

I love facial hair






on men ofcourse





So, mister boob, how are you today?

 

i am great ... didnt get lots of sleep though ... and yesterday night was pretty sweet. dunno what ima do today, might take the afternoon to go shroom picking

what bout you nipple?

 

I'm doing great- there's a party going on somewhere tonight, outside,
so I think I'll go check it out
I'm having pancakes with honey for dinner tonight

 

ooooo... lucky .
its Canada day today, so bunch of ppl are throwing parties... im not in a party mood today though .

 

Canada day LOL what do they do?! Tattoo maple leafs on their arms and throw around with poutine?!


Oh mannnn I want some poutine....


It's never Holland day or anything

 

Waitwaitwaitwaitwait...




HUH?!

 

lol i know. Canada day is the lamest, theres so many ppl who take their country and the history too seriously and they cherish it, and when someone makes fun of their country their mind gets smashed into millions of pieces.

poutine is quebec though, not canada. theyll prolly eat some maple syrup, have a wood-cutting contest here and there, and have an "eh?" conversation

 

LOL yes the 'eh' thing---I still say it damnit, and I've been outta Canada for about two months now...

 

lollll. i know, im a weird guy... sometimes i seek days of peace, in calm, where i'll just be in my mind and that i dont feel like doing anything. i dunno, i got psychological problems fo sure .

kidyears of epilepsy and teenage of breaking on through to the other side makes me a weird dude today.

 

lol i dont, je parle en francais 99% du temps

 

To be honest- I rarely feel like going to parties,
I just assumed other people just feel like going to a party daily
I'm probably as weird as you are- I studied shamanic healing and lucid dreaming, so yeahhh.
I actually prefer staying relaxed to going to a party.
But I think I'm just gonna go listen to the music today.
I'm not gonna get drunk, I know that for sure.

 

NON! Je voudrais une petite pain dans la rue rien de rien!


.....

It sounded great in my mind though...

 

man that is great... ive been practicing lucid dreaming so often, mostly astral projection though. i can lucid dream real often now and astral projection is just hella too weird to explain what ive felt from it
how was the shamanic healing?
im reading some awesome books by Carlos Castaneda lately about some shamanic stuff, if yeve ever heard of him

 

Yeah ofcourse I've heard of him- he's one of the few that truly 'got' it.
Well yeah I'm a shamanic healer now, it's great feeling both giving as recieving a healing. I learned it from a shaman who has learned it from a shaman and so on...Also I'm an initiated sufi. But to be honest I haven't been practicing sufism much lately, accept for the view on life that hasnt changed.Astral projection is a great way to 'be with someone' when they need you, but can actually be quite dangerous too- it can leave you with a feeling of 'not really being there' for the rest of your life and also can cause psychological problems.

 

that is really sweet. whem im old enough im heading to mexico and research and find Yaqui Indians that'll accept me. Cuz ive never heard more brilliant minds then Native Shamans.

"it can leave you with a feeling of 'not really being there' "

i really got that... prolly not just the astral projections, but i seriously got that. ive passed 3 months of psychosis/depressions last year where i kept spacing out when ppl talked to me cuz they looked unreal, hek everything was unreal, it still is, but i got used to it and left the self-destructing thougts away. my perceptions have been fucked for life i think. but i actually like it that way, im aware.

 

I know the feeling too-
it's how I got in contact with my teacher is in the first place.
He made it go away, but I can still connect to it.
I can switch perception now.
It's pretty darn cool...
You can learn to control this stuff,
but to you cant straighten up your perception, with your out of place perception, know what I mean?
It would be great for you if someone could 'set' that straight,
and teach you to switch perception.

 

like i cant straighten up this perception to the old unaware self ive been few years before? if yeh, i know. i dont wanna be like i was few years before though. now im conscious of all the absurdities in life. I can recognize Petty Tyrants (its a term used by Don Juan to describe people who you can use to your advantage), ppl that wanna make u suffer, but when they do, its because they hurt your ego... you gotta get rid of the self-conscious in you that makes you react in unpleasant ways. your personality around, when someone hurts you it hurts your ego. when someone slaps you youre hurt, when someone insults you youre hurt. but ive gotten rid of that. and now i take Petty Tyrants to my advantage and im able to switch their awareness just by talking to them and putting them in another state of reality.

but for the perception switch, that is new... whats it like?

 

Check this...
http://www.shuem.eu/

You'll never be the one you was before you started to figure out all these things- it's knowledge, ancient knowledge you've learned. And you won't forget this.
And from what I read, you've learned a whole lot from it!
I know exactly what you mean, I do this too, taking the petty tyrants to my advantage.
But instead of constantly 'living' in that world, in that form of perception, which is called soul-perception, you can also live in 'this' world,
I dislike calling it 'this world' for I don't see it that way, but I mean by this world, the way how you used to see the world, mind and body perception.
I can be fully in that mind and body perception, then notice something going on in that 'other' world and switch to that perception, soul perception and handle things there.
It used to be one big mess of different ways of perception.
Which lead to alot of misunderstanding from people around me.
I can now objectively look at the different 'fields' of perception,
and be completely aware of which is which.

 

man this is ... great. you're great. im gonna check out the website for sure.

and yes, ive read about those switches of perception, often described in Castaneda's novels as the right side and the left side. which one is where you learn from this perception, the "this world", and in the soul.

thanks for all that info. i can already feel my crown chakra opening up to this new knowledge .

i gotta go. so , thanks a bundle, it was fuckin awesome talking with ya
later babe

 

Haha, no thanks- eh it's why I studied it, to pass on the knowledge!

Good luck with all this stuff man

Later sexy :H