Stoned Ramblings

oh man me too. Now that I don't do it as often I do get a little goofier than usual, but I dont think it will ever be like the first few times getting high again. I miss the early days of discovering weed!

 

Yeah, surroundings make a major difference but I think it's my social anxiety that blows my head off when I'm in public cause I'm one those people that believes everyone is looking at me and they're all looking at my dinner plate pupil eyes.

I can smoke at home and play pool or I like getting my fire drum going and tripping out with the flames, but I'm still quite normal just a slight buzz and then I can smoke less, go to the shopping mall and be a complete wreck aaahhaah at some point I will get over the initial social anxiety and paranoia because I see so many lousy faces in the shopping mall, I get a hop in my step cause like, well I'm here to enjoy my time I won't let a sloppy person get me down.

 

Exactly, everything in moderation. I might indulge one, two, perhaps three days in a row then none for a few days. It takes me only one toke to get above the tree line.

 

a red light before the police station, cop behind me at red, woopps me, and waves to go thru the red nobody is coming he easy went around me. .
gf in ride a total wreak over it.
good god .

I think he had to poop.

 

I remember my first time. Was in a friend's shed. I had two bong hits coughed and spat like a camel. My throat burned. I couldn't stop laughing like when you're gonna die lol. Then we went driving I was in back seat we yelled at people walking to get a bike, people riding to get a car and people driving to get a better car.

I got home my dad was trying to fit a muffler to his exhaust like a cheap fake, it wasn't working and I was in hysterics. I remember he stopped and glared at me "what're you been smoking?" and he stormed away.

I then made a bowl of popcorn. I'm sure he knew I was stoned but we never spoke about it. I've smoked weed with him now anyway he's fully aware of it, last time they visited, me and my dad got stoned. It was awesome.

 

I used to be somewhat social paranoid like you describe but I've been through so many years that I just plain don't give a shit anymore what people think or say (or what I think they might be thinking or saying). Effem hehe.

 

I used to be really bad until one day I purposely did something out of the ordinary. I grabbed my pool cue and went a to a tournament all on my lonesome and forced myself to meet people. After all, the billiard scene would be my new scene, I had to start somewhere. I was pretty much accepted straight away, nobody knew me, but they soon did because I came out on fire in that one shot rule. Now I've so many friends from pool, I can't keep up lol.

Before then you would never see me in public without my miss. If I was, I had to stare at my phone so I wouldn't make eye contact with anyone.

 

I've smoked with my son and with my daughter, after they were college age, and they supplied it.
My daughter hadn't used a bong. I pulled one out I'd made some forty years ago. She wasn't the biggest fan of that method.

 

Here's my current stash.
For some reason the bags look brown instead of green. -shrug- there's three of those bags in the mason jar.

 

I prefer to smoke by myself and always have. There's only a couple of people..maybe 3 people i've ever really enjoyed getting stoned with because i'm extremely comfortable around them, with everyone else I just go inside my own head and don't talk and then I feel like i'm being really boring and then I feel really bad about myself for being boring lol.
I like getting stoned alone and..doing basically the exact same thing, going way too deep inside my own head, except by myself I don't have to worry about keeping someone else entertained

 

and i also like to dance

 

I reached my extreme when we did LSD as kids. It had to be when we were wild camping or such scenario there was no chance of encountering other people. I knew I would have freaked out.
I drove while tripping. That was weird. But it was in a field on my friend's farm while his parents were away. No chance in hell I'd go out on the road. We did go trail riding while tripping and that was totally awesome.

 

I've been like that. Getting stoned helps me stay on task when I've got something to concentrate on. But... if I get stoned and go out I'm more likely to talk to other people. Weird, eh? My favorite thing to do stoned is go riding. Puts me right back in the days of my youth.

 

So pretty... That's like a lifetime supply!

 

riding...across the tundra?
motorcycles?
horses?
bicycles?

 

Hehe where else?
Motorcycles.
Off-roading (trails), especially.





I have a few including one of these.

 

storns .

 

I vaped the mailman out today.

classic ..

 

I'm hoping 8 months lol.

 

As of today's date, I dont see me using a Tinder Box. No bars, No match box maker either. I'm trying something way outside my comfort zone.

somethings just happen for a reason sometimes