Suicide failure is the one thing that everyone should fail. Hang in there instead. Suicide is a permanet solution to a temporary problem. Give yourself the ability to look back later in life and see that it was for the better are so many levels that you stayed here. You dont know it yet but your life will touch so many others and your loss will disrupt what they might become. Imagine the simple ripple of a simple half smile to a person who felt there was no kindness in the world while walking down the stree, or a $1.00 tip to that waitress who was going to loose her apartment becuase she was short on rent but that extra $1.00 will keep the landlord off her ass another week. We never get to know how our interactions with others affects life and lives. It is best to talk about what is bothering ya, using a name online that is an alias gives you the ability to be hidden while revealing your soul. Dont be afraid to ask for help, there might be people out there waiting to lend a hand.\\ Hope to see ya stick with it!
I think many many people have been there at one point or another As the others have said, hang in there
since you were gonna commit suicide anyway. pretend that you are already dead, and totally disconnect from all that bothers you as a dead person does not feel, and then from your imagined state of death proceed to do what ever the hell you want to do. This works, and will surely cure your depression.
Oddly enough, there is some truth in this. Hitting rock bottom is encouraging; you're faced with a choice to either give up or take your sadness and "run with it", so to say. I'm not going to tell you not to commit suicide. That's a personal decision and I respect whatever choice one makes. What I do know is that basking in depression, or rather, acting as if you were already dead, can level your head and prompt you to consider things which you've previously denied. Once you've passed that point you'll hopefully acquire an attitude that will recognize the absurdity of life, and be inspired to travel through the random misgivings that await you. For me, well I reckon I'll stick around a while and enjoy the madness. Take it lightly, PB
