If you commit suicide you will not be able to satisfy your hipforum addiction... it's just not worth it!
please dont kill yourself, I love you, and if I didnt I wouldnt take time to type this right now. What is it that is bugging you? please pm me or something. I am suicidal too
no fucking killing yourself goddamm it! just dont do it, enuff people are dieing allready dont add to it!
Wynter, you must find a professional to talk to about this. You need some support and clearly you're not getting it from your family. Have a look in your phone directory - you will find there are counselling phone services you can speak to. They will be able to give you advice to help you deal with that hell-hole you live in right now and how to get help for your depression. Also, you say you work all the time. That suggests to me you earn a steady wage. Perhaps you should seriously consider moving away from home. At least you know the money you are working your arse off for is helping to get you away from your parents. Good luck, and you're welcome to PM me at any time too.
So many people have been dying around me in the past year. I was never incredibly close to any of them, but watching my friends fall apart (and sometime even myself) was total shit. All of the deaths were unintentional, and to take your life intentionally sounds so stupid to me these days. I know you're a different state of mind or whatever, but just imagine your funeral. Imagine hurting everyone whose ever known you or even talked to you...because it often does go that deep. I went to a wake on thursday night. There were at least 100 kids from my highschool crying in the parking lot (alongside the kids family). That was one of the hardest moments of my life. I don't really know if there's a point to this post anymore except don't do it. Seriously.
I belive we all go through that suicidle phase, I know I did.. wrote morbid poetry cut my wrists with a bobbypin..but I then relized that I didn't want to die I just wanted some attention..I hurt many people tryin' to get the wrong kind of attention. If you have been in the phyche ward for this social problem you have and been evaluated by proffessionals why would you come here to post to us that your going to kill yourself so we can beg you not to..and maybe it was your suidisidel behavior that ran off your friends..your need to get in touch with your higher self and learn to grow away from this type of behavior.. It's not fair to the caring people in here to make them part of your pity game..cowboy up..ie grow up.. <shameless>
Yeah... that's what I always imagine because of all the suicides I've heard of... even though people never did much for the suicidee, people cared more than the person thought and you never know unless you wait. Good things come to those who wait.
Well whatever you decide to do it is ultimately your decision. Personally i've never understood suicide because however fucked up you life gets you always have the option of saying goodbye, packing your bags and starting a new life afresh somewhere. That seems so much more appealing to me than death, would you consider that? Im sure in the long run you will be grateful you decided to do so. btw are you actually trying to kill yourself? uuh dunno how to put this but how have you failed multiple times?
