The influence of Porn

Gay porn definitely took me down the path of meeting guys.

For a long time, I would chat/sext with gay/bi guys in chat rooms or AOL IM. I would watch straight porn while doing some role-playing.

I hadn't seen many cocks in real life. Once I started watching gay porn, I realized that I was really attracted to cocks and I wanted to feel one and make one cum.

Now, I love cocks as much as pussy.

 

My porn history was a constant reminder of what I am attracted to I think it quickened me accepting I was bi

 

For me it was a huge revelation that I needed a good looking cock and gratuitous cumshot. I found myself actively disappointed when a guy had an ugly cock or a dribbling cumshot. Then I had to ask myself why was it disappointing or even important if I was truly straight? I first time I decided to join a guy for a jerk session I had to try giving head. The moment my hand wrapped around his dick I knew I wasn't completely straight.