Today Ive mostly been sitting around in mismatched pyjamas eating Hula Hoops. The only thing thatll play on itunes is my husbands David Gray album, and I havent opened the curtains yet I wanted to run somewhere but then realised I didnt know anyone I had a major wanting the ground to swallow me up moment whilst talking to my brother in law who I have to see this weekend and my face is still bright right from the twattish thing I said My mother isnt talking to me and Im a total loser The waiting list for our treatment is so long Sighs and stuff