Yeah. Well. I burst into tears before but I think that's just the mdma lol. One of those "I don't want this moment to ever end, ever" moments. It was worth tearing over. Now im in two minds whether to ride this out or sleep it off.
I want to try that MDMA what it do? like make you feel like you ate mushrooms I ate mushroom be for yo that was wild cuz my boy use to get them mushroom we eat little and shit be breathing and colorful Id like some that yo but I only have trees
Makes me feel like Heaven. everything is good, perfect, sexy. Everything feels good tastes good sounds good. Lots of confidence, the ability to drop your boundaries without a care and open up.
I made a comment about women's shorts maybe not being a product of the patriarchy. Then I get a couple followers who clearly have issues with women. I'd prefer they like, not associate with me.
I don't think I take enough mdma to die. I just take one cap wait for few hrs, take a top up. I've never done more than 3 caps in a session. I've never felt like I was going to die or have anything like that. The worst part is the come down as it attacks I think your seratonin which in my case because I've been really excited for this session for weeks seems to have really stripped my emotions now which is why I've cried a couple of times already but it's the happy tears of bliss, like.. I don't want the night to end kinda sadness because it was so perfect. In the morning I'll just stand at the window watching the sun come up and I'll curse the sun for ruining everything. Throughout the day I'll be tired, my muscles will be worn out, I'll be thinking of the night before. Our house will be a mess like it is now, clothes EVERYWHERE! makeup EVERYWHERE! toys EVERYWHERE! I'm laying next to 2 corsets atm. Our small dining table is just littered with makeup accessories. It's a time to try new things for us on the MDMA, new looks, a new Jocelyn. Some of the pics we took, I don't even look like myself im so heavily drag queen lol. I love it though and then I hold onto the photos and memories for about a month or so when we can do it again. =]