-the straight chillen thread-

I would blow my Oxy's back in the day.
I loved that shit...

 

Straight chillin on my back from shots today..I think it made me a bit cranky..LOL
OH well time to do another line of Morph..MmmmGood

 

What kind of shots???

 

this is gonna be the thread for people that are up all night and wanna talk..haha
that seems like the reason beatnick started it anyway.
its 1am here and im not the least bit tired.
i have a bottle of oxy 20's and another one of 10's..
looking more tempting by the minute.
i probly shouldn't take anymore though considering i've already gone past my regular dose today.
ah well, we'll see what happens.

 

^ lol yea, just about. was mad fucked up on diesel and just bored and felt like chatting it up... but people aren't up at like 2am on a weeknight usually.

 

Party tonight?? lol....I've got my party supplies...

straight chillen here!!!!!

 

A fucking epaduril or however you spell it..
It fucking hurt,and I hate needles with a passion. but feeling better now.especially with 120mgs of oxy in me right now,,LOL

 

haha i've got my party supplies too.
just don't know if i can use em all tonight.

 

Saving them for the Friday night??

 

well there my meds.
need em for actual pain relief.
and im runnin pretty low.
i plan on gettin some refills next week though.
thats my favorite day of the month.
i full bottle of oxy 20's another one of 10's and another one for endocet

 

Lucky man!!! I mean it sucks that you have actual CP but lucky for the awesome meds.

 

yeah, the meds are the only cool part.
if i had the choice, i would def rather be without the pain and no meds.
its about fuckin time they gave me these pills though.
i had to put up with three years of chronic pain before they realised i need these pills to function..

but enough of my ranting

 

Damn bro! That's total bullshit. I don't know if its maybe because they look at you and because you are young - think that you are bullshitting just to get high from the meds!? Doctors are definitely assholes like that. I went through so much bullshit trying to get Xanax for a serious anxiety problem that I had. They finally listened in what it seems like forever. Well sorry to go on and on about shit......lol:cheers2:

 

yeah man.
im almost positive that my age had somethin to do with it.
that sucks about your anxiety too.
my doc is actually pretty cool now though.
every 2 weeks -month i go in and say that i need my dose increased because of my tolerance.
and she never has a problem doing so.
so im good for now.
im going in for a mri in june so hopefully they find somethin new thats treatable.

 

Yeah I just wish that I could find a really chill doc. It always amazes me that the people who really don't need the drugs are the people who get shit loads of it. Anyway - good luck with your MRI in June. Hopefully it will all work out for you.

 

yeah life's fucked that way eh.
and thanks man.

 

Are you saying you go in every 2 to 4 weeks and tell them you need an increase due to tollerance.. Wow.Your going to get yourself in trouble one of these days. Cause noones tolerance goes up that fast unless there abusing them. And the doctoris going to see that and cut your ass off. No matter whats wrong with you..
I'm not putting you down, I just hope that dosen't happen to you,cause I've seen it so many times with people I know that due the samme thing.
Becarefull bud

 

yeah i know.
but i only abuse my meds like once a month.
so even if i didn't do that, my tolerance would likely still go up the way it is now.
i'll ask for an increase, and if she says no,then theres nothing i can do.
my doc trusts me though and knows that im not trying to fuck her over.
and from now on, im taking my regualar dose.
not even gonna fuck around for that one day a month.
its just not worth it anymore.
plus that way i'll truely be able to tell if that one day of abuse has any effect on raising my tolerance any faster.

 

well i'm all outta that bittersweet goodness. guess i'll just have to give it another month or so... i'm not even that eager to do it again... i was puking bile like 3 times on top of 2 hefty pukes, maybe i was just hungover after drinking all day and night, but whatever.

hope y'all are enjoying your opiates, i'm just chillen with my 22 ballantine... again. and two bags of chips for the day's meal. oh well. it'll get better come bicycle day/420

 

lol whats up beat? I was wondering where ya were. Chillen on some oxy right now. Yo btw, what is that ballatine that you're talkin about? Some type of whiskey or something??