this is about as random as it gets

angsty? yeah, i guess you could call it that. i think the things in my life right now that are causing it are just steps towards preparing me for adulthood. i'm learning not to trust or love, and i think these are lessons that will serve me well in the future.

and hate sex is better than no sex.

 

Yeah i've found it hard to just give up on trust or love, no matter how much you think you can sometimes, you always gotta give in eventually.

And i suppose your right that it is better than no sex at all lol

 

My friend wants to destroy Ashton Kutcher with hammers...maybe you can have angry sex with him and then destroy him for my friend.

 

well...the destroy him with hammers part sounds appealing.

 

Here ya go, no laws broken, can kill him when your done and no guilt!

 

i think i could find a real flesh and blood sex object and be more satisfied...im sure i could find a couple willing candidates if i put my mind to it.

any takers for sex and destruction? : D

 

^Oh me! right here! Can the destruction part include fire because I've always wanted to burn some very larg object. And no this is not very random I think it quite often both the sex and destruction part.

 

Sex and Violins?

Sounds like perfect harmony.

 

okay, but only if you dress up like ashton kutchner and let me beat you with a hammer.

 

i used to be very sensitive, still am but it's something that has it's time and place
you really can't be sensitive to somethings
you need to keep it locked away in alot of situations, and bring it out when needed

angry sex and violence, and destruction has its time and place as well
i purchased a punching bag this summer, and i have police batons and riot gear
i've destroyed so many glass things, go to the dollar store or a thrift store and get some cheap crap and go crazy

vent your anger in a reasonable manner, do not let it build up or else you'll be losing your temper in completely unreasonable ways, and it could prove harmful to you or someone around you

 

I say "FUCK IT" and blow shit up, lol

 

You'd think, but you'll be sorely disappointed (as I, too, was) when you discover that real men don't vibrate unless they have Parkinson's.