this wilderness up in my head

I concur; I generally like animaux way more than children

 

You don't think they're scary with their beaks and their ugly feet and all that ?
Also, feathers. Feathers freak me out. Ya know....

 

guess what, I seriously quit smoking herb today

 

what are you scared? you dont want to be cool? what?

 

I know what you mean but there are many animals out there that look more upsetting
you are just prejudiced because of your traumatic experience

 

I'm just too much of a wimp

 

Are you back in NY ?

 

correct

 

haha

i dont smoke often these days. its okay - makes it more special when i do.

still, i'd rather have it more often

 

You gonna see Prax ?
I think he's a little bit in love with you. Or something.

 

yea he definitely is.
actually the school I'm going to is in Queens, where he lives, so that would be easy to orchestrate.
however I don't have the guts because even though I seem really awesome and funny over the internet I'm not that cool IRL. and I really really want him to like me, and what if he meets me and thinks I'm this huge loser? that would kill me.

 

less is more.
I've been smoking every day recently and I'd be lying if I said it wasn't making me feel a little psychotic.

 

I ain't gonna give you advice.
I want to sabotage your relationship with Prax because I am bored. And a bitch.
Sorry.

 

it's not because you're bored or a bitch, it's because you want me all for youllself

 

It could be Prax, you know.

 

lol
ok then

 

Yeah, I almost believed it myself


Anyways, you're one of the weirdest people here. I don't get you.

 

Surely if he reads this you'll be worse off?

 

I don't think anyone does

 

Aww