Shit. I totally am nostalgic for Dairy Queen Cherry Cheesecake. And I've always liked waffle cones, but I'm not picky.
Yeah, I know how you feel. I'm sorry Micha. I always bite my tongue and can't ever get anyone to admit that they do anything wrong, that I'm only 17, and that still leaves me time to learn from mistakes, where they know they have their problems and just don't want to do anything about it, and cover/ignore their mistakes, you know. I don't know why, pride isn't that complex. Fortunately, I don't particularly agree with that sort of pride. I think my dad has probably taken more pills than I have and he's never even been to a psychiatrist, as far as I know. It's just one more reason for me to blame the pharmaceutical industry. Sometimes you do have to blame yourself, then sometimes you have to realize everyone does something wrong every now and then, we've all had our share of problems, and just forgive and forget, learn how to improve. Depends on the situation-- but that's what history and a few fuckups are for. I never realize how much you can rise above it all, sometimes, but that's why I firmly hold my faith, though I don't like the politics and corporations of religion... I'm not sure if it really matters what religion you are or what you believe (sans religion, rather unspoken, philosophically, etc.), to understand those little things. I try my best to overgrow a lot of things. If you smile at me, I will understand, because that is something everybody everywhere does in the same language... and it doesn't get much simpler than that. But I.... have some things in my life I'm afraid I can never forget, and I'm not the one who committed the acts.
it's just fucking bullshit that because of POT they're gonna keep me locked up in this goddamn fucking house for god knows how long. but whatever. i just heard the best news i could ever hear. so yay.
People turn their cheek towards real problems and focus on insignificant BS, though you kind of just have to accept that and grow out of it, personally. I suppose it's just that they put some trust into you and they chose to blow it out of proportion, because they think it's a gateway... when alot of parents seem to be smoking cigarettes and having a beer/shot or something, while telling you that. And most people could really care less because they just want to do whatever the hell they want to do, and then overshoot their responsibilities when they realized that they probably screwed up, too, and panic to save their child or whathaveyou. I just... try to keep myself busy, in times like that. I just hope people will learn from it and won't raise their children like that, someday. It reminds me of one of Andrew Bird's album titles... You wanna know... you really wanna know... you can't handle the truth. - Jack Nicholson
Sometimes I do feel like I live in a very scaled-down version of Running With Scissors, at times, though on different levels. That book was just good chewing gum, for me. You're still always going to be better-off than somebody else.
